marcusteh.

2010-06-08T01:26:00.000+08:00

There are just time where i just dunno who can i talk to.

2010-05-28T03:55:00.003+08:00

woah woah woah
pretty right?
even though its not fully complete yet it looks so nice already!
this picture was taken on the roof of the yet completed fullerton bay hotel.
was working there, they had this pre launch dinner sort of party.

Long long day for me.
first was math, slept :x
then networking prac, was practically feeding edmund and reynard.
haha, first test still nvm la :D
java, getting harder and harder but still managing.
but my mind was rare today, actually drifted during java.
last was networking tut, the lecturer quite young and funny.
he actually awakes me to buck up my networking and FE haha.
gotta find time!

went to work. supposingly is fullerton bay hotel.
a yet completed hotel.
i first went to the fullerton hotel.
then realise it was wrong. started walking.
and i have to make a huge round before i can reach fullerton bay.
there isnt any traffic lights there ><

work till like 12++ then pack up my side.
went over to sentosa to pack up.
headed back to office.
went for supper and headed home.
home like at 0315 like that

ltr on got liondance for vesak day.
hope it will be a fun 1.
miss hearing all those noises we made.
the fun we had together.
been nearly a month or more since 1 last get to chushi.

waiting hair to be dry and waiting nj to sleep :D ah hahaa.

guess thats all for today. take care tata.

hope you had loads of fun today. cheer up :)
the sky had two rainbows for you. so smile! :D

2010-05-26T22:09:00.003+08:00

so sorry. i know is seriously haven been blogging for like quite sometime.
nothing special is happen and nothing you all will wanna know ba :D

i will try to summaries all that i can remember from monday to now.

monday.
lesson.
FE never listen. :x
IDEA, was rushing my ppt for the presentation. potential A grader okay! haha
java, got sit in to see the lecturer teach. she go occupy our space.
so we gotta change :( so sadded. lols. luckily she went off half way.
guess then after that i headed back home.
and there goes the usual stuff. slack, stone, eat, workout, bath. slack, stone, sleep.
tada! ahahaha :D

as a matter of fact whenever i do summaries, i gotta open up my time table and look LOls
serious STM i have. :x so sorry ah ahah.

tuesday.
CRS is still on special week.
so didnt have to turn up for lesson.
i only went to school at 1pm shiok sia :D
networking only 2hours lecture. stoned pretty much
after lesson went to play monopoly at library la lOls.
we played for like 3hours straight. 1 GAME ONLY!
lols damn power right? ah hahaha.
end up merge merge and i won edmund and reynard :D
ah hahaha.
head home and the usual stuff lo.

wednesday.
Fe practical was just a practice session so i didnt go.
only reach school at 930 like that. ahahah.
after that got Fe tutorial.
so went to do, i think tutorial can understand better than lecture.
cos lecture i never listen 1 LOLS :x
then went to eat brunch.
had MarcusTeh's kfc combo meal.
secret :D hahaha
then went to math quiz. lols.
got 14/20 which is a 70%
not bad la. weightage not high also.
so nbm ;D haha
break time went to mob mug area to slack.
ppl go there study we go there play game haha.
then uh, spa training started lo.
i shall start using sportpal more lo. so can show the route.
we ran to westcoast lo, from kenny phone, it was 3.3km.
so yup. go and back is 6.6km lo.
not bad not bad. never stop :D
gotta start planning to run at my area here liao le.
after that we went to fc3 for bonding dinner session haha.
and after that home sweet home.
did the same usually thing except remove eat and workout from the list.
and add in blogging ah haha. so surprise im like actually blogging?

haha think damn long already. but got 1 special sector wor.

NJ
dont sian sian ah i tell you! >< *angry face.
cheer up lurh, thing can always turn around 1.
as easy as how we just turn around physically.
see you sian so weird la. you always cheerful 1 lo.
so smile on k? be SPA sunshine haha.
:D jiayou!

i will always be here for you no matter if you need me or not.

2010-05-23T12:35:00.003+08:00

Just a song NJ introduced to me.
Found it very meaningful and true

Never Ever by All Saints
A few questions that I need to know
how you could ever hurt me so
I need to know what I've done wrong
and how long it's been going on
Was it that I never paid enough attention?
Or did I not give enough affection?
Not only will your answers keep me sane
but I'll know never to make the same mistake again
You can tell me to my face or even on the phone
You can write it in a letter, either way, I have to know
Did I never treat you right?
Did I always start the fight?
Either way, I'm going out of my mind
all the answers to my questions
I have to find

My head's spinning
Boy, I'm in a daze
I feel isolated
Don't wanna communicate

I'll take a shower, I will scour
I will rub
To find peace of mind
The happy mind I once owned, yeah

Vexing vocabulary runs right through me
The alphabet runs right from A to Z
Conversations, hesitations in my mind
You got my conscience asking questions that I can't find

I'm not crazy
I'm sure I ain't done nothing wrong, no
I'm just waiting
'Cause I heard this feeling
won't last that long

Never ever have I ever felt so low
When you gonna take me out of this black hole?
Never ever have I ever felt so sad
The way I'm feeling yeah, you got me feeling really bad

Never ever have I had to find
I've had to dig away to find my own peace of mind
I've Never ever had my conscience to fight
The way I'm feeling, yeah, I just don't feel righ

I'll keep searching
Deep within my soul
For all the answers
Don't wanna hurt no more

I need peace, got to feel at ease
Need to be.
Free from pain - going insane
My heart aches, yeah

Sometimes vocabulary runs right through my head
The alphabet runs right from A to Z
Conversations, hesitations in my mind
You got my conscience asking questions that I can't find

I'm not crazy,
I'm sure I ain't done nothing wrong
I'm just waiting
'Cause I heard this feeling won't last that long

Never ever have I ever felt so low
When ya gonna take me out of this black hole?
Never ever have I ever felt so sad
The way I'm feeling yeah, you got me feeling really bad

Never ever have I had to find
I've had to dig away to find my own peace of mind
I've Never ever had my conscience to fight
The way I'm feeling, yeah, I just don't feel right x4

You can tell me to my face,
You can tell me on the phone,
Uh, You can write it in a letter, babe
'Cause I really need to know

You can tell me to my face
You can tell me on the phone
Uh, You can write it in a letter, bab
'Cause I really need to know

You can write it in a letter, babe
You can write it in a letter, babe
(end)

Dun really feel like blogging, got no motivation to.
ya tata.

im just gonna wait.

2010-05-19T02:16:00.002+08:00

day started off with waking up at 0700hrs.
done my CRS within like 30-45mins.
headed to school for CRS assessment.
had a long break so just slacked at FC5.

Networking, totally never listen at all.
watched flash forward episode 19.
getting interesting and really anticipate the next episode.
but can see that not much twist can be added in somehow.

after networking went to FC5 to slack till time to work.
watched spy next door, and went to work.
was only back like at 0156hrs.

gonna be a short lecture day but got SPA land training.
hopefully i will be alright and ready for it.
cant wait for it. haha.

didnt do my workout today lo as it was so late and tiring le.
bathed and now just quickly updating.
the usual stuffs are not what i really wanna to blog.
so ya.
toodles readers. :)

can you just tell me what's going on now?
its better to know soon than much later.
the impact on me will be much lesser.

2010-05-17T22:04:00.002+08:00

not rly in a mood to post.
will keep it short.

woke.
texted.
bus then train to school.
FE, slept for like 20mins in lecture.
nothing went in my mind.

IDEAs no lecture so was at fc from 10 - 1 like that.
ate subway. 1 ft subwaymelt. 2 chocochips cookies
slacked, belinda passed me some wine.
was from her friend bdae celebration.
just drank, my body temp went up.
and was no longer cold.

java, did practical.
quiz did badly.
homed.

slacked.
thinked.
wondered.
troubled.

ate.
workouted.
bathed.

blogging.

gotta to my crs. dun bother to do if it wasnt a team effort.
flunk jiu flunk.
after all education was never my priority for any1 who know me.
just aint worth.

wait, waiting. its like fishing. you can fish whole day catching a ton of fish.
or just feeding the fishes with your fish bait and catch nothing at all.

2010-05-16T23:42:00.003+08:00

HOHOHO.
had no idea why but i had been having weird dreams for the past 2 days.
the previous day was the ghost encounter 1.
last night was like a ironman race.
not the movie iron man iron man. but the marathon race ironman.
rmb-ed damn clearly dunno why.
first was running, then cycling, followed by kayaking, running again.
haha, weird. but guess im just too despo from SPA TRAINING ALREADY!

the first training will only start on wed and i guess it will be PT lo.
i want water training :( haha say till that.
went sentosa with like 1/2 of dict 1a01?

ys reached habour front first. follow by me than ben.
went on to meet fion and gha.
belinda reached too, then went to bk to have our meals.
edmund came after.
after our lunch or brunch. we headed to sentosa on monorail.

went to palawan beach i think lols.
the 1 nearer to the monorail station 1.
no sun lurh! was blocked by all the clouds.
started playing with volley ball, but was epic-ly failed.
played 1 touch soccer.

got threw in the water from the sea.
was damn fun, shuld really tried it if you ppls were there lo.
i tried lying down and standing up on their hands.
and for lying down i was flipped into the sea.
while standing i just jump into the sea haha.

played in the sea passing and stuffs.
so call tower tower ( sitting on the shoulder and 'fight') LOls
keep losing lo >< cos fion and gha couple couple ma, how to win! ah haha.
slowly xurong and meiling came also.

bought freezbe and played. abit lost touch with freezbe liao le.
the last time i played was like the PE lessons during sec 2 or 3 lols.
in short we had loads of fun la. ah haha. not epic happen cep that....
WE CANT PLAY VOLLEYBALL TGT LOLS!!!!

went to shower and headed back to monorail station.
while waiting gha and fion to be back from their tram tour.
i took the photo at the top of the post. hoho.
will be nicer of the lighting is right and my hair. damn swee can!
ah haha. love it alot. but dun bear to change away my doraemon dp.
cos i know that doraemon is way more cuter than me lols.

ate LJS(Long John Silver) after that went round taking pics of shops.
for our IDEA assignment. lols. damn lame la.
fion gha and ben left first. while the rest shop for awhile more.
they went to candy empire lo.
edmund and meiling went to buy the after8 chocolate la!

haha just realise i cut down on alot of things can.
i no longer drink redbull and i no longer eat cupnoodles.
well yep. once i promise i wun, i will never do it again.

headed home after that, to get from hf back to my home.
it took like 45mins lo. so so la. just wonder why i will be late for school.
when i always leave like at least 45mins ahead.
guess is cos of the human traffic ba?

home already, did my workout and went to bath.
back here im :D haha blogging.
tml gotta do my CRS liao and i never touch on the java lo :/
sian tml java got ppl coming in to see lecturer teach.
and java got quiz also la.

guess i will stop here liao ba. oh yea.
do comment on my body :D haha how i may need to improve.
i know i need to gain my weight.
but i just cant :( tata readers. thanks.

In my head, I see you all over me. how about yours?

2010-05-15T22:13:00.002+08:00

Thursday.
The day started off with math.
and i was late :x
think is woke up late i suppose?

had a break. so went to fc3
tried the western there, pretty cool.
you get to choose the main dish then still got side dishes 1.
drinks as usual, the fruit juice owned every other drink!

Java time! hohoho, pretty sorry to anyone i texting during java.
cos i will always never go reply you all one. pretty sorry :x
will be too concentrated to java and my phone just dun ring loudly.
sometime it just dun even ring at all.

didnt had networking tutorial cos lecturer got some clinic appointment.
so went home after school.

when i reach home the routine are pretty much the same i guess?
slack, eat, workout, bath, slack, & sleep. :D
pretty clearly stated for my home routines i guess

Friday.
started the day off with math and only math.
haha i think is friday math late and not thursday :D

supposingly after lesson we intended to go gym as a class or smthing
end up less than half the class. the usual few.
and ben went to swim while we didnt went to gym.
we went a campus ran.
i used my phone and calculate the distance and stuff.
SP campus perimeter was 3km like that.
we took a average of 20minutes.
burned about 156 calories.

after that i went tanning half naked at the pool.
tan less than 15mins the sun hide from me.
after that wait till cool down then changed.

we went to bugis after that to do our assignment?
but end out we just went to slack and stuff.
the assignment was supposingly to be window shopping LOLS

we walk around and went to iluma. thats when all the crazy stuffs starts.
gha and edmund started playing with slippers.
i ended up playing with my hair and cap.
can go facebook and see those pictures. hahaa.

headed home after that. and did the same old thing.
slack, eat, workout, bath, slack and fell asleep pretty early.

Saturday.
well well, its 1 hell of a freaking bored saturday.
was actually awake at 8 like that liao.
but was just waiting text all the way till like 11 plus.

i had a weird dream, of ghost encounter at some theatre.
pretty real and complex but well its just a dream.
a reality that happen in another universe.
quantum physics if anyone is interested lols.
ask me more.

watch 4 episode of lost but it didnt really catch my attension.
had CP wantoon noodles, not bad.
the first time i had it, it was terrible lols.

slack slack, had bread again lols :D
i just cant seems to get fat and its seriously anonying me.

tried to rescue my desktop without changing the harddisk.
a pretty failed attempt. now my keyboard dun work too.

had dinner and slacked again. bored~~
had my workout and bath and tada im here blogging.

gg marathon lost today ba. see can finish season 1 not.
tml go there also ready to tan and sleep liao le.
so doesnt matter if nt enuff sleep hahaa.
thats all readers. tata. :D

i just wish i can be more entertaining.

2010-05-12T20:55:00.002+08:00

HI :D
IM LATE FOR SCHOOL TODAY HOHOHO.
lols cos morning wake up then print the stupid practical notes.
then late like 10minutes. lols. bochap just walk into prac lab.

Wah today prac hor damn irritating la. so hard to do.
or rather so many cables la! LOLS.
although im like cable guy also dun have let me do such thing.
hohoho, but me and belinda 1 do hardware 1 do software.
so duper fast :D ah hahaha.

After that is FE tutorial, love it man.
do 2 question then dismiss liao le :DLOLS!!!!!
HOHOHO. SO HYPER AGAIN WTH.

Went to FC5 to have my 1foot subway melt again :D
LOLS. ya lo then slack slack.
saw wendy and amni at FC 5 also. whole table mac book lo!
envy envy! LOLS

after that we head to SP guild hse to play bowling.
totally off form lols. first game i lowest.
the rest still okay. YS got the technic alr lo.
can keep striking 1 LOLS.
then standard till 3rd game we will all anyhow anyhow liao lols.

standard routine for us at SPGH is daytona LOLS.
always must go play 1 dunno why.
even though play liao will sweat we still wanna play lols.

headed back to FC5 to chill and relax before heading home lo.
when i reach home i just bam on the bed and sleep :D
hohoho, haven take a afternoon nap for ages.

woke up at like 6+ slept like nearly 2hours like that.
ate dinner which is curry chicken :D YAM YAM!~
after that jiu slack slack watch tv.
did my workout, took my weight.
starting to increase the intensity of my workout liao le.
and i lost the weight i gain yest -.- stupid body.
im considering to go running as a fix workout but no 1 to jio.

took my shower and poof, im right here now blogging.
ahaha tml a long day sia. 0800hrs to 1700hrs :D
but lucky got java so its okay. IM JAVA SIAO :D
thats all for today readers :D

P.S i got no idea why my chatbox keep got the traffic thingy LOLS.

I wonder if you know how i feel. There is so much things i kept within me.
worried that once its out, history will repeat once again. im scared.

2010-05-11T20:33:00.000+08:00

HOHOHO today dun have to wake up so early to school.
Cos today 10-12 is CRS tutorial but is test and not my group.
So I slept to 9plus still, then went opposite to have my breakfast.
Haha, see! I so guai lo got take my breakfast. :D MEEPOK somemore!

Then went to school at 12plus like that, wait for the bus still angry.
The weather like want rain dun rain then damn hot.
Then is like sweating all the way from my home to SP lo!

Reach lecture room liao, still the stupid aircon not cold 1 lo!
Finally cool liao, then never really listen to the lecture.
Is like half way right if you just lose concentration for like 5mins.
You turn back, its totally diff thing and you will be lost -.-
Anyways its networking lecture lo. Damn boring 1 la!

AND AND I DID CHARITY TODAY OKAY!
Cos is like there is this donation card which we had to do.
And obviously no 1 do lo, then ownself donate 10bucks.
Haha! They say im crazy. But once a while nevermind la.
That 10bucks will be spend way more wisely then compared on me.

Im typing this post on Microsoft words and is like there is so lines.
Red also have, green also have LOls!!!!
o.o blue now also have LOls!!!

After school I jiu went to eat mac with the class lo.
Then home already jiu started slacking once again. ><
Use comp but like nothing to do. OH YA!
LOls I grabbed a total of 156 photos for SPA FOC 2010/11 ONCA
HOHOHO, I just grab from fb and upload to ONCA group.
And and :x I go tag wrong Darryl. Twice somemore. Damn ps la.

Then had my dinner, catch my dog to cut his nails.
Did my daily workout then went to take a shower.
Out of shower, played my bro iphone (so tempted)
Okay I just deleted 3 lines of the post which was at this position.
For my safety, its better to not post.
Internet is a dangerous place.
There are ears and eyes at every corner :D

Oh ya! I hit 53 kg liao, finally bypass the constant 48-52kg fluctuation.
Gonna aim for 55kg. I calculated my BMI and at 55kg my BMI is 21.
Which is so alright :D so that is my aim lo!

Damn sadded la when know that there is no training totally for SPA.
Think is cos they will be busy with the NTU amazing race.
Hope they will come in first :D I KNOW YOU ALL WILL!
JIAYOUS SPA!

I feel sad when I read your blog but I know that I just gotta be around for you.

2010-05-10T21:55:00.002+08:00

hohoho.

tml lecture starts at 1300hrs cos CRS start assessment alr.
only those have one gotta go for the tutorial.
so i can have my good sleep.

today at school all say i look damned shagged lo.
machiam like my soul isnt with me.
haha, felt that way somehow too. but not as much as during the camp.
i miss ONCA loads!

first lecture FE, fell asleep lo.
really gotta buck up on FE and networking or else rly can die.
second lecture IDEA, nth much, just explore zbrush lo.
i also damn stone while waiting for sms to come.

then break had subway. 1 foot long :D
hohoho damn shiok.
had been eating real loads lo.

dunno why but i want to gain weight till 55kg.
lols. to build up my muscles? too skinny liao le.
:D damn lagged, stoned, soul-less today lo.

after that was java, learn alot new things while being half dead.
then we keep doing till like near 1600hrs liao.
lecturer cant wait liao jiu shutdown the power lo!
lols cos usually we end early on mondays 1.
and and i never put my batt in lo! lappy just shutdown.

then went home after that, rot rot rot.
wait for food to be back, ate and rot rot rot.
LOls. enjoying chatting with NJ.
bath, slack slack till now lo? LOLs

NJ damn funny lurh! bully me say entertain me. haha.
but its was damn fun chatting with you NJ. :D
See you for lunch and SPA trainings soon haha.

going to bed hopefully after blogging cos i dunno what to do.
nt tired but just gonna replenish whatever is not replenish yet.
if nt friends will say i no soul again haha.

I lost faith to love many times.
you gave me the courage to believe love once again.
i know you need time.
things might not work out the way i want it to be.
but still i wanna let you know, i will be there silencely for you.
thank you for bring my life back.

2010-05-09T20:05:00.004+08:00

This is a performance on the 2nd night of SPA FOC 2010/11 by the GLs

GLs: SPA Oiiiiiiii
Campers: Oiiiiiiii
GLs: SPA Oiiiiiiii
Campers: Oiiiiiiii
GLs: SPA SPA
Campers: SUP SUP Oiiiiiii

Onca Personal Cheer
GLs: Onca Oiiiiiiiiii
Onca-ians: Wadupzzzz
GLs: Onca Oiiiiiiiiii
Onca-ians: Wadupzzzz!
All: Voom voom jaguar jaguar
Voom voom onca onca
We are the Jarguars
known as the onca
Ohhhhhhhh (1osec hold)
ONCA!!!

There is steps to it alrightz! lame but when we think of the steps when we are all super hyper.

Just gonna give a briefly of what had happen during the camp.

Day 01
Gathered at T11A at around 1830hrs.
First impression of our group Onca.
GL got us to play bomb game when we sat less than like 5mins.
After that we jiu start playing all the ice breaking games.
right from the start we are the smallest group among the other 5 groups.
Day1 is actually a short day so we slept pretty early.
our group guys mostly slept on the table in the MPH(Multi Purpose Hall)
whereby there is a air-con directly above.
is damn cold 1 lo! LOls.

Day 02
We manage to get hands on with abseiling, rock climbing and ball games.
abseiling did before during sec 3 adventure camp liao so okay okay lo.
rock climbing is the challenging and fun 1.
i started off with belaying (supporting)
then i realise there is a 5 step procedure
follow by climbing the stage 2 wall.
was challenging cos it started extruding off the wall at about half the height.
so gotta relay alot more on the arm strength than the legs.
after that i try the stage 1 wall which is alot more easier.
follow on we had ball games at the street soccer court.
the game goes where by 2 groups hold hands with each team occupying semi-circle respectively.
we are suppose to kick the ball under the other teams legs or between them.
we owned but all target me -.- cos i happen to kick some shots before the games.
those shots are rather nice shots :p
After that rain half way so we went to T11A and play captainball.
everything was normal till the GLs introduce stuffs like,
cabbages, preserved vegetables and tomatos.
it was a waste of food and digusting(the preserved vegetables)
but it was definetely a hell loads of fun! haha.
(2group members left due to personal reasons)
when all the group returns we played a mass game.
whereby a group is a located area, and 2 other groups surrounding them seated.
the aim is the 2 surrounding groups to roll balls and hit the group inside.
had loads of fun and after that we played something like musical chair
but with balls. LOLs
i was caught lols. so gotta kana forfeit but was a large group.
they decide the forfeit to be dance so ya.
ended up we grabbed every body and turn the forfeit into a disco evening
hahaha. loads of crazy and hyper peoples.
we had our shower and finally the gala night performance.
started off with indivisual group cheers,
fashion show, which turns out into a transexual fashion show.
super hyper, dress up guys as girls with all the body and stuffs.
shall not elaborate further lols, but it was damn censored and Arated.
surely not for kids :D
after that we had a performance by the GLs which is the video above.
after that we had sort of a debrief session with our group GLs.
we have 4 GLs all together.
follow by we went back to our bunks, carry on chit chat.
GLs start telling us about the horrors of SP.
haha till like 1plus then we are off to bed.

day03
started off with field cooking breakfast.
(another 2group members left due to personal reason)
headed off the west coast and start with our adventure race.
instead of amazing race, haha the style is diff.
first activity is to tie strings to our legs in a circle formation.
we are suppose to walk to the finishing line.
we hit first and to the first game station.
first game station was to bite a satay stick with our mouth and pass a rubberband.
the rubber band is like those girls use to tie hair 1, damn small.
then second game at the station was to use our fingers to hold chopsticks between members.
facing inwards and we are suppose to face outwards without dropping the chopstick.
we won the first game station.
proceeding to the next station which is to support the hoola-hoop with our fingernails only.
and to decend slowly to the group.
we won the second station too.
3rd station was to cross a rope that is like about 1.4m? without touching the rope.
we lost, and this is the time where by our luck went off.
next station was to pour water to a container outside the boundaries with just ropes.
after that we are to get the pingpong ball out follow by the container.
we lost too :D
next station is to hold on to a bamboo stick and switch between opp group.
clockwise or counter clockwise, ppl who fail to catch the bamboo loses.
we lost too :D
the last station was to stand on the group sheet and flip over the ground sheet without steeping off.
we lost this first game.
second game was to fold the group sheet smaller after the whole group steps in.
we won but still overall lose.
After the games, we are off to our field cooking.
damn fun and the chicken really taste damn good :D
so many GLs came to sample lo! LOLs
i didnt expect to be full with field cooking but i was damn full.
Onca have great cooking skills, no worries when we are in the wild with one another!
haha. headed back to SP and i doze off at MPH while texting and waiting for debrief.
They then announce the winners by the point system.
we came in 5th out of 6 groups.
at first Gha read our group as the last but it was a mistake!
although we came in 5th but Onca-ians, we know we are the best :D
had photo taking sessions and headed home.
bought food for bro and myself and walk back home in the rain :S hohoho
then home, ate, slack, bath, and now blogging lo.

As promised that i will go to bed after blogging so ya.
tata sleep tight readers!

thanks for entering my life, you lighten it up once again.

2010-05-07T15:32:00.003+08:00

Just a random picture i drew on msn last night. haha

Just home from school, after lesson went to fc for lunch.
headed to guild hse after that to play pool.
at first no table so went to play daytona first.
then played for 2 hours of pools.
ys and edmund are really good, gotta train! haha.

gg be out for 3 days due to SPA ( Singapore Polytechnic Adventurer) camp.
so gonna miss my laptop lo! haha.
hope it will be a fun 1 and i will be tanned like charcoal :D

Surprisingly i can tahan without redbull wor!
think today sure will knock out very early one.
dunno where they will bunk us, hopefully with aircon.
but sure gonna be damn cold LOLS.

My facebook airline manager stock sure drop like dunno what 1 LOls.
damn it, had been sneezing like since dunno when ><
not constantly but still its irritating.
other that comforting myself sneezing twice means someone misses me.
there is nothing good about it!

oh ya! ice kacang puppy love is a very nice movie.
must watch. die die also must watch.
the theme song is damn nice and meaningful.
i had it in my phone :D hohoho.
纯文艺的恋爱 is the theme song name :D
its even playing on my comp now hohohoho!

been too abnormal recently, promised i will turn back to normal.
:D so must be normal now! :D

Think i will stop here. gonna leave hse at 1645hrs
meeting edmund at 1730 for dinner first then go the camp at 1830.

BYEBYE READERS!

i just wanna be around quietly.

2010-05-07T00:00:00.000+08:00

I don't know why i will chose this date to start back blogging.
Cos later on i will be having SPA camp for the weekend.
Then plus chop, blog will die for at least another 3 days.
hohoho. finally gotten my ass into a poly after retaining a year.

SP SEEE DICT 1A/01 HUAT AH!
A bunch of crazy enough people that can hang out well with me.
Especially the "super on" few, didn't expect you guys to on whatever i say.
Edmund is joining me in adventurer, confirm plus chop already.

Lessons in poly aren't as stress, tiring, boring as secondary.
Yet the amount of knowledge we got to absorb is like 10x more per lecture.

I'm getting broke >< hohoho. die die die, can't go find a job.
How how how >< LOls still got loan haven pay back.

Will try my best to keep this blog up and running.
The rate of success is quite high cause poly keep use laptop? haha.

hohoho, i was stuck for a moment thinking what to post siol!
secondary school having MYE, hope ppl i know or ppl who know me do well :D
This MYE can't knock you down! GO FOR IT, DO YOUR BEST!!!

I Joined Adventurer as my CCA, abit sick of clubs already.
Had been in AVA club since like P4.
Since now i couldn't get into AVT (Audio Visual Tech)
might as well try something challenging like this :D
Later on will have FOC camp so CHIONG AH!

Think thats all i can post, think of now. LOLS!
Will keep my beloved reades updated of my life.
:D tatas

"Tell me what's the secret that you've been hiding and who's gonna take my place"
-Fool again by westlife.

hope i can find the key to your heart.

2009-12-17T01:23:00.004+08:00

Im 17 years 1 hour and 23mins old as of the time.
considering the date and not the exact time im born.

Today had a great time with jo yun and yi.
Wake up at 11plus (i think) then went to opps temple.
Sister return taisui and i went to pray.
After that suppose to buy prince milk and 30eggs.
The pet shop close so only bought the eggs.

Home already, slack and wait for time to pass.
Around 1 plus then make food for prince.
Then get ready and off to take bus.
Sorry to let yi to wait for me.
usually im the one waiting for ppl haha.
Then jo reach also, mrt to clementi then bus to Ngee Ann.
Waited for yun for dunno how long, ate lunch at makan place.
Saw A.Siddiq at there too lols, he just end his lesson.
I like his new hairstyle look very nice, LOLs.

Still cant decide what hair style i want, or wanna dye not.

After that cab to ecp, started drizzling.
Still jo, yun and yi rented bike.
while i use my blades.
We blade towards the changi side.
Quite tiring but then is fun de la.
Been quite some time since i was at ecp.
Like a year? the last time was my 16th bdae.
Then one incident i super angry lo.
a group of ppls riding bicycle.
Then one bang into yi bike and yet they never apologise.
their front wheel was danted. pray they paid a tons to the shop.
Bang into ppl still never ask if yi is alright or apologise lo.
And the thing is they were on the wrong side of the path norh!
Its wasnt yi fault at all, yet they still zzzz.
After that we stop at some place where we never see before.
took some pics, rest a while then off we cycle, blade back.
On the way back i saw that group of ppls that bang into yi.
I speeded up and only turn off when very near them =D
Still not enuff norh. Better dun see them again.
So inconsiderate ppl who don't obey the laws and rules.

Then back to the shop, they return the bikes then we go find food.
We ate steam boat =D
Its like we exercise for 2 hours then we ate for 2 hours.
No point, haha but it was fun.
This can say the first steamboat i ever had with my friends.
After that we go take a short walk before we go take cab back jp.
Went to xtra, jo draw money then return me, then we yi split off to home.
i split off with jo and yun at interchange lo.

Home liao then ya now lo.
Bath hao liao now drying hair and watch the big bang.
Lie to me episode 10 out liao =D tml can watch.

tml soccer at fico also.
fri got setup job.
cant make it for the N result release i guess.
sigh. hope my mei(s) do well.

Hao nah end here =D Toodles my readers.

Thanks jo, yun and yi for once again letting me feel that i still have friends.
Next year i will be so call free, my full freedom.
At least in Singapore? 21 then can oversea with friends.
Must remember our date next year and years alright?
And not only that date nah, still can have dates de.
I wun forget you all de, even go poly if i can.

AND =( I JUST REALISE 2009 CUT OFF FOR FSV WAS 11. NOW IM WORRIED I CANT GET IN.

2009-11-26T02:25:00.002+08:00

Dead beaten.
Just got home not long ago.

Woke up at 2pm.
Ate beehoon while watching charlie and the chocolate factory.
After that did housework.
Bath then head to teck kwangs house.
So freaking hot. sweated like hell.
Waiting for linus and kianyew to reach.
Then cab down to the carlton hotel.
Supposingly the highways both AYE and PIE jammed.
So we took the normal road.
I was squeeze between linus and kianyew and at the back.
Meter Plus Peak hour Plus ERP.
Its not cheap. 30++.

Was much anticipating how big the place will be.
End up the waiting area is so freaking small.
The Mocktails expected was just the standard coke, spirit and orange.
Then went in the ball room, its so freaking tight.

Had fun in a way? hi myself?
There was times where by im the only 1 left at the table.
Didn't manage to sit with Yueshi mei on the other table.
Hope she wasn't bored there.

Didn't take alot of pictures.
Didn't dare to approach some people.
Still waiting for those people to upload mine pics.
Only got like 9 pictures.
Some even blurred.
Once all is uploaded then i upload here.

After that went back by train then to street soccer court.
Texted dumb to see if she's awake but guess sleep le.
Her house don't have any lights on.
Slack at the court. chit chat.
Play soccer abit.
Then walk home with ray.

This prom made me even realise that i don't have friends?
A strong group of friends.
When the prom ended i dunno who to follow.
Being with the Vongolas and girls seems abit weird?
But they are the only group there i could hangout with?
I can actually sit alone at the table.

Don't know how to put it but...
The friends i know, especially close and special friends.
We get alone pretty well and pretty close at first.
All of a sudden the whole relationship can just flip.
Flip till like we never even met, worst than stranger.

Im in my current state i can only blame myself.
Being so inmature and neglecting the people i used to have.
Now im all alone, given up on love or just anything.
I've no aim or what so ever since the last incident.

2009-11-19T15:59:00.002+08:00

Had nothing to do.
Suppose to go over Qihua Primary to help out goddad with their awards day.
But goddad not feeling well, so rot at home.
Rotting at home is already sad enough. plus alone plus rain.
Ultimate.
Tml their annual concert.
Going down again.
Practically i got no where to go, no job.
So go help out.
This whole week except today im at Qihua.

Monday watched astroboy with jamal, zizou and 1 of their friend.
wan left half way.

Why is it so hard to find a freaking av related job.

Why a guy like me, had no 1 texting me.

Im upset.

2009-11-11T17:11:00.002+08:00

Its finally over.
5 years of 'hard work' is finally done.
Next countdown is to prom night.
Anticipate to be there lonely, but well.

Tomorrow going interview for event coordinator.
The name of the post sounds like what im looking for.
Hopes that what im looking for.

Manage to only get hold of 2 out of 4 testimonial from my teachers.
Well 2 just didn't reply my message.
Hope it is enough to get me through.

Spent 59 bucks on those working shoes.
black blackhammer.
So not used to wear formal but ya.
Will have to get use to it.

Its a good thing if i get use to it?
Cos means my pay will be good?

But with pay good so what.
Whats done cant be undone.
Whats happened cant be reverted.

It just the same old feeling.
wasn't the happy 'yeah' feeling i want after O's.
Its just felt nothing.

Im off. Gotta work on my resume for tml's interview.
tata

2009-11-04T22:34:00.002+08:00

WEEEEEE!
lame -.-
im back people.
The topical papers are finally over.
left with combine science paper 1.
Gonna try my best to get full 20% if possible.
because .... i messed up my Chem and i messed up my dnt.
Now just gonna pray the results i wish for will come true.
IF not it will be a serious headache for me.

After 5 years finally waited this day to come.
The relieve of secondary school.
Although there still too much things i have yet or intending to let go.
But still im out for a secondary school. like so phewwwww.

Blah today after paper returned home, then started painting my room.
MUHAHAHA. i think its nice?
Bright Orange and Bright Green.
Very contrasting?
Gonna take me quite a number of days to finish.
Cos its like all horizontal walls are gonna be orange.
All vertical walls are gonna be green.
from top view.
I nothing to do zai do model then post here. =D
muhahahaaa.
so happy? but still sad things are running in my heart.

Blog again.
So gonna make my life so interesting after O's
Just too much things awaiting me to go do.
tata

2009-10-24T15:52:00.001+08:00

1 day i can be just so relax.
smiling, laughing like nobody business.
the next, im all empty again.
no idea what to do.
i wanna do well, i wanna get good results.
nothing goes right in my life.

At the beginning by Richard Marx and Donna Lewis

We were strangers starting out on our journey
Never dreaming what we'd have to go through
Now here we are and I'm suddenly standing
At the beginning with you

No one told me I was going to find you
Unexpected what you did to my heart
When I lost hope you were there to remind me
This is the start

And Life is a road and I want to keep going
Love is a river I want to keep flowing
Life is a road now and forever
A Wonderful journey

I'll be there when the world stops turning
I'll be there whenthe storm is through
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you

We were strangers on a crazy adventure
Never dreaming how our dreams would come true
Now here we stand unafraid of the future
At the beginning with you

I knew there was somebody somewhere
Like me alone in the dark
I know that my dream will live on
I've been waiting so long
Nothing's gonna tear us apart

In the end I wanna be standing at the beginning with you

2009-10-22T23:52:00.003+08:00

Science Practical.
Its like O's had finished.
Wasted a day.
Got to push myself real hard.
Went back to school after 2 weeks.
Everyone say i go mountains, go training.
so ... but they are just worried.
So sorry =D im back for now.
2 more weeks to go.

2009-10-21T21:25:00.004+08:00

Im back.
Nothing much to say.
Tomorrow will be the official start of O's.
21 days in total, only have papers on 8 days.
Past 2 weeks couldn't sleep well, or early.
early jiu very early, late even more early.
Bad news to some people, good news to some.
Thanks for those that worried? Sorry to.
How the explanations goes, i really dunno.

I ask myself everyday why i do this,
I don't know why.
Before i know of it, aren't we still the same?
I never understands why you would have such a impact on me.
But you did, you always will.
There is no reason to love.

PS: decided on nothing yet.

2009-10-04T10:17:00.002+08:00

Its just life.
In just about 13hours 41min 33sec.
I shall cut all communication through the net, msn, phone.

Spend this 13hours near 14hours wisely?
There will be pretty much no way to communicate with me.
ya.

THE END.

2009-10-03T11:41:00.002+08:00

"Guess its better for all if i were to be away from everyone else"
Thanks gina for the wonderful picture you took for me.
Its does look cool.

011009
Lessons were as usual?
Till 1530.
Went to hall.
Rehersal till 2030++ like that?
Reach home already 2100+
Eat, make food for prince, bath, sleep.
Parents back from Genting.
Mother was basically screaming at the top of her voice.
As usual.

021009
The day had come.
Graduation day.
There were laughter, tears.
Emotions were everywhere in the house.
i took tons of pictures.
300+ which come down to 197 useable pictures.
Some were double just in case the picture is not nice.
i took individual pictures with 50 friends.
Mostly i didn't even take pictures with them before.
After the ceremony, i went totally let go mood?
Just keep asking ppl to take pictures with me.
As long as i know them, they know me, i jiu take pictures with them.
It was just a pity that i didn't get to take pictures with 5 people.
3 were like so near to me in canteen but, ...
After that stayed in school with ly till 1230?
waited for dumb then took photos.
Then went up hall, see my juniors get scolded.
No comments on my ex-ava crew.
Its already ex.
went to sakae to eat buffet?
Mr Michael Chua treat our dnt group as promised.
THANK YOU MR CHUA!

yea anyways i got a A grade range for my folio.

After that went to slack at the library playground there.
Left at 1830 like that.
Bus with ferlin cos she going church.
then homed, slacked alot.
Housework, upload pictures.
slept.

Pictures can be found at: http://www.facebook.com/home.php#/teh.marcus.68?v=photos&ref=profile

197 pics all under albums starting with "FAGC_"

Don't even know if anyone gonna jio me out later on to play?
But yea if have then update again later?
tata.

P.S anyone want me to upload pic here just tag me.

2009-09-30T22:03:00.003+08:00

Well. Today, didn't even enjoy sitting at hall.
After singing national anthem, was called back to class for english intensive.
Ms fong took over us. Didn't bad for my compre?
After recess lessons were as usual.
After normal lesson, went to GO to wait for Jemery.
Went up hall, a while, left for extra lessons.
Till 1530, back to hall to help out with GC rehersal.
Nothing much to fill for the rehersal just that.
My ava crew sucks badly, need hell of a training.
Till blah blah 8+? including the final filmings.
Went to take cab. waited a good 1/2 hours?
Was very tired, hungry?
By the time i reach central, i was totally weak.
I don't know how to explain that feeling?
Really very weird and uncomfortable.
Tomorrow will be the final sound checks and correcting.
Hopefully i can be still standing on friday to witness my graduation.
Homed, ate, feel much much better.
Tv-ed, bathed, make food for prince and now blogging.

Less than 2 days till im offically out of westwood.
To those that hate me, good news for you yea?
U can finally not see me in the school.
Don't even know if anyone would actually miss me?

O's level, End of Year Examinations is killing me?
Not in a stress way but ppl around me are all studying very hard.
And i myself doing the graduation stuffs, of course home where will got the mood to study?
I got no 1 to chat to?
Its not their fault to study and put me aside.
Studying is good for their future.
Blah whatever, also no 1 will be reading?

Oh yea. got back the class photos.
The So call Pros took the pictures.
They are the Pros i can't comment much.
The blue/green screen is not properly done.
That's all i can say.

2009-09-29T15:45:00.002+08:00

28/09/09
Monday lesson was alright?
Usual lesson.
Mrs tan gave us a small card of note for us.
I know i aren't performing, sorry.
I'll do my best for O's. I need the result.
After school was the graduation rehersal.
1 word. 'PISSED'
My ava heads wasnt around.
Leaving just 2 juniors that basically know nothing.
The only thing is they move fast.
No 1 is there to do the sound.
End up jeremy, joy and myself were the one doing.
just pissed.
the rehersal goes up to 7+.
Only managed to reach home at like 8+ near 9.
bathe, eat.
stone
sleep.

29/09/09
Didnt went to school.
morning wake up with sore eye.
not really sore eye but its cos my eye is easily irritated.
only woke up at 12+ near 1?
eye feeling better.
ate lunch.
stone. nothing much to do?
still haven started studying.
giving myself to start on monday.
i must.
tml gonna be another long day.
gonna adjust the spot lights and settle everything for GC.

Its like it is my GC and im doing all the stuff.
Its like i dun mind doing it as my last event.
But at least for who ever sake, the juniors got to be around?
I can help during rehersal to perfect everything for the day itself.
but no 1 was there for us to relay instructions and final stuffs.
JUST PISSED OFF.
wanted to call a meeting for tml.
but fuck it? scold so many times also no 1 listen in.
plus my appearance there might not be wanted.
so yea.

anymore things to say will update later.
missed today english intensive.
very bad for me.
my english sucks.

2009-09-27T00:28:00.003+08:00

Prince teh chee boon look emo in this picture just like his owner.
Still remember the days i beg my mother to get me a dog.
The day which she finally got me 1.
The day i carry him from the pet shop to home even on the car.
Prince spend the past 7 gonna 8 years accompany me when im down.
No matter how bad am i, he just never utter a word and kept me accompany.
He's part of my family and always will.
Next month gonna be 8 years old human years.
Which is like 8 x 7, 56 years dog years.

Yea talk about friday yea.
Lessons as usual.
Then hari raya celebration.
Then got a short break before start filming.
Which took from 1230 to around 1900.
Freaking tiring plus Jeremy and i didnt have lunch.
My class and 4g were sort of pissed that they get to refilm?
But whatever nah, its graduation ceremony not any competition.
Its all about the memories we had in westwood.
I believe still 4D still made the biggest impact to westwood.
We have the greatest variations of people in the class?

The DVD is really one thing i wish, if any GC are reading.
Please please persuade your friends to purchase the DVD.
Or else there wun be a publish of the dvd.

Just imagine this, the long hours you put into the clips, film, editing, after effects.
And ppl just cos wanna save a few bucks and copied the dvd.
How would you actually feel? i believe its very terrible.
Its like that long long hour u put in. and editing is not a fun thing.
What's put a smile on us is to see the expression and reaction of the viewer when the clip is shown.

Sighs.

Yup then went to jp meet my mother.
Headed to xingnan in my uniform ( so ugly ><)
then meet chiew min. chat chat awhile.
she go with her friends.
i stone at the table at quad.
waiting jing han to come.
the spot lights wasn't on but was pretty sure my batch no 1 came?
chatted with jing han then find mr taufik then go his car see his 2 kids.
very cute.
When i was sitting alone there, the image of the kids running around.
The freedom feeling was just very nice?
Remember the days in primary school where we got nothing to worry about.
Not even relationships problems, or fights problem.
Just be ourselves and enjoy the hell out of the 6 years.
Xingnan hostile me for only 3 years.
Before that was zhangde, but i lost touch with those friends.
Pretty sad thing, tried to search for them but cant find =/

homed, bath, ate and KO.

Saturday woke up, bath, went to have a haircut.
then went to Jeremy house to take his dslr.
borrowed from him for tml job.
Homed and housework.
Bath again then watch f1.
then now blogging lo.
Replenish my tibits.
gonna enjoy myself.
Going to get sick if cf aren't well by monday.

guess thats all for now. tata.

2009-09-24T22:52:00.002+08:00

My chinese O's B3 and assuming that i got a B3 for my DnT.

My current L1B4 will be 21, L1R4 will be 26.
Minus CCA A2(-2) to 19 and 24 respectively.
Both also cannot go anywhere near my course which is 15?
Had not studied for this prelim, pretty suckish results.
Suppose to be performing in Math Science and Geography.
But out of the 3 i only did okay okay for math.
The other 2 were under performing.
Target to obtain a 2 for math, 3 for science and 2 for geography.
cos if that is the case i can boast my combine humanities to a 5.
which eventually pull my L1B4 to 17 L1R4 to 19.
Minus CCA A2(-2) to 15 and 17 respectively.
This look more promising for me to enter School of FMS, diploma in FSV.
Plus my port i should can make it.
If can't high chance i'll be appealing to Lasalle.

The thing that is holding me back is Lasalle is diploma in Film only.
Here's my plan. See result, if possible to go for FMS, i'll.
But if can't i'll appeal to Lasalle.
If Lasalle still can't i only can think of going into animations and gaming.

Lasalle campus is very attractive.
XD and have schools in places like Australia too.
And you get to chose if u wanna drop at year 3 with a diploma or carry on to a Bachelor of Arts (Hons).
Kinda very cool.

Okay enough of results. wanna say rubbish liao.
Okay the respond to the GC DVD was not as expected.
Pretty sad about it.
To me, i think is very cool?
First of all is like we're the first batch that actually been offered this.
Actually is Jeremy and i talk talk then i mention then like that.
Secondly we quoted it at <10 bucks.
You all say, where can you get a customized DVD of YOUR event at that price.
With casing label and everything.
Its like a opportunities in a life time?
Worst part is there's thoughts of duplicating.
Shall not comment.

YEA YEA, the stupid complain thing i dun have the article.
So nothing much to say?
All i wanna say is that, School is currently 9years going 10 next year April 17th.
From the article, Mr lee and family shifted in 3 and 1/2 years ago.
I don't see the reason why if they couldn't stand it, why shift to here.
2nd i believe that the air craft are way way much more noisy and unpredictable.
And lastly, although i admit westwood discipline had dropped but compare to others school in the west, i can say somehow we are the better fews? or at least better then average. (trying to shoot the complain and not other schools; no offences =D)

yea 7days 0hours 44minutes 6seconds +8hours to GC.
Dunno my feelings.

Next week tuesday english intensive only start after school.
The intensive will be like till 1815hr. -.-
we'll see how we can tahan.

Guess too much personal feelings today.
Going to start on the design of 'zip'
Secret =D lols. its just a group of teenager who dreams.

Nights tata

2009-09-24T22:50:00.002+08:00

Prelim 2009 Result

UPDATED
English: 51/100 [C6]
English P1: 31/60 [C6]
English P2: 18/50 [F9]
English P3: 27/40 [B3]

Math: 69/100 [B3]
Math P1: 52/80 [B3]
Math P2: 73/100 [A2]

Combine Science: 50/100 [C6]
Science P1: 24/40 [B4]
Science P2: 35/65 [C6]
Science P3: 23/65 [F9]
Science P5: 18/30 [B4]

Design and Technology: 45/100 [D7]

UPDATED
Combine Humanities: 40/100 [E8]
Social Studies: 17/50 [F9]
Geography : 23/50 [D7]

2009-09-24T00:30:00.002+08:00

Hasn't been blogging cos from last thursday to monday was bored to death.
Basically did nothing yup, rotted the most.
Tuesday went back to school, as usual? till 1630hr -.-
Just that class pretty quiet, unlike usual?
All seems to be tired? restless?
Wednesday also same? till 1630hr?
Nothing much special happen at all.
Maybe just about the stupid complain thingy?

yup the 'famous' block 275c; 7th story; fancy blue colour tinted sound proof window; Mr Lee and Family.
Actually complained to 新明晚报 (xin ming wan bao) about our school.
As read from the article, the reporter came on monday.
Which was a holiday whereby no 1 is at school.
The funny part is about the 11pm still got light and noises at hall.
Recently i doubt there is any camp? is she see-ing things we don't usually see?
Shall add in more comments when i upload the article.

Blah blah as of now is 7days 23hours 23minutes 00second to graduation day.
SO FAST =( although i cant wait to leave this school.
But the friends, juniors that are still around, just cant bear to let them go.
SELFISH MARCUS TEH CHEE SIANG.
just hope they could actually do well and have a smooth life in westwood.
dun go into my footstep of retaining, getting into cases?
No names mention but really wish to take some photos on the last day?
Just ain't sure how many will want to take with me?
Just to keep it as a memory?
I dunno, think till graduation ceremony coming, just got that weird ironic feeling?
Is all all want to leave this school as soon as we could.
But now its like just 7days 23hours 19minutes 38seconds away.
+ 8 hour if really wanna be specific.
But just hate to leave this so fill with memories, joy and laughter, smiles and tears place.
A place where i spend almost 1/3 of my life at.
Just perfect memories.
yea. end off here.
cant sleep again =(

2009-09-24T00:22:00.000+08:00

Prelim 2009 Result

English: /100 [ ]
English P1: 31/60 [C6]
English P2: 18/50 [F9]
English P3: /40 [ ]

Math: 69/100 [B3]
Math P1: 52/80 [B3]
Math P2: 73/100 [A2]

Combine Science: 50/100 [C6]
Science P1: 24/40 [B4]
Science P2: 35/65 [C6]
Science P3: 23/65 [F9]
Science P5: 18/30 [B4]

Design and Technology: 45/100 [D7]

Combine Humanities: /100 [ ]

2009-09-20T14:32:00.002+08:00

Didnt post yesterday cos i didnt do anything?
cant rmb what time i wake up.
basically slacked the whole day.
get irritated by my mother.

this morning same thing.
i dunno if she's really my mother or childish.
i sleeping she turn off the fan on purpose.
and set the alarm clock to ring on purpose.
I seriously dunno what the hell she want.
maybe she just want to chase everybody out.
then she will be happy.
i assure you then, when i got the capability, i'll.
i'll still support you and daddy but not staying with you.
you just give too must constrain.
what 16 then can go out. 18 then can over night. 21 then can oversea.
ALL BULLSHITS. say for example. 16 then can go out right?
im already 16 but whenever i wanna go out you will give me that stupid face.
what ever you call that. like nt happy i go out.
IN the first place if you dun want me to go out then dun set such fucking rules.
then quarrel with my bro jiu always say what my bro is my son.
i really dunno what to say.

doubt today will do anything much too.
stone.

2009-09-18T21:44:00.000+08:00

Today woke up at 8++
meet jeremy at 9++
went in school to eat.
went to ava room started filming.
my class de little part done.
we still gotta refilm 4e 4f 4h and a mass filming.
i was like telling jeremy to make a dvd of this graduation.
guess it will be really very nice norh.
i will surely buy it.
reach home at around 6+?
ate dinner.
watch soccer s.league. gombak and geylang. 2-0
Lols. watch half way till fall asleep on the sofa.
slept at 5am plus yesterday.
AND i finally found a game ROM lols. Runes of Magic.
Some so call the clone of WOW? lols i dunno.
At least it keep me entertained somehow.
haha guess thats for today.
TATA.
I WANNA LEARN AFTER EFFECTS.

2009-09-17T20:54:00.002+08:00

Freaking bored!!!!!!
Slept at 2am+++ yesterday.
Woke up at 12pm++ today.
Went to school at 1pm++.
Met up jeremy.
Today go to school to let Diana Kang to see the videos for graduation.
Did some changes and tml gotta refilm some areas.
early morning ask me go some more. 10am norh.
This 2 days suppose to be my off days.
instead still go back to school.
RAWR.
then home by bus. buy wax and lunch then home.
stone stone stone.
CANT FIND A GAME FOR ME TO PLAY =(
freaking bored up norh.
now still trying to find game nah =(
tml meeting at 9am dun even know if i can wake up not lols.
tata end here. also like no 1 come my blog so be it.
BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

2009-09-16T18:58:00.003+08:00

Really got nothing nothing to do so decided to blog.
Added a Countdown timer to my blog to graduation day.
Happy? Sad? Mixed feelings.
Can't to wait to leave westwood.
At the same time can't bear to leave westwood.
What can i do?

Prelim today finally offically over.
I didn't study a shyt for prelim.
Expecting my stronger 2 subject will not do well.
Know i fail my science paper 3 aka chemistry written paper.
Paper 1 aka mcq also not doing well? 24?
Just see whether will i be awake not?

Recently i just not myself?
Keep having mind blank and ultra stoning sessions?
Can't sleep well? until yesterday 2am.
Drained my energy. The day before didnt sleep.

Today was paper 5 aka practical.
Physic think i do till very off the actual readings.
Chemistry guess should be okay.
I first shift so after the paper gotta be quarantine.
till 1330. That's 4 freaking hours.
Watched G-Force and Ice-age 3.
G-force okay okay? predictable plot.
Ice-age 3 i already watched so went sleeping on the chair.

5 days of 'holiday'?
but think tml and friday have to go school to help jeremy?
for the graduation thingy.

Yea guess thats all? so weird not posting without any pictures.
I WANT GO SKATING AT EAST COAST.
I WANT GO ICE SKATE.
I WANT FIND MY LOVE.

2009-08-19T22:15:00.002+08:00

Recently had been real tiring.
First is my blog thingy.
Then teck's thingy.
Eventually police case.
Went down to Jurong HQ after school to give me statement as requested by the IO.

Day were okay. Early morning jiu principal talk to whole class.
Took my chinese results B3. as targeted.
After Jurong HQ walked to 99 bus stop to take bus home.
Happen to saw s. and guess she figured out the phone is mine.
my mind wasn't there the moment i saw her.
I lost my chemistry book somewhere.
Not sure if its at the bus stop or on the bus.
eventually she's gonna return my phone tml.

'There is only so much sacrifices you can ask your love one to make'

What will be the definition of life?

'People always hurt someone else unintentionally'

Just like that there's a mark on my clean record.

'lost with no directions'

Parents are the only ones who will give unconditional love.

Ever since i retain, i changed.
Talking back to teacher.
Sitting outside general office.
Getting involve in things we are not suppose to.

Retain does changed me.
The past mistake i made had change my life.
I lost everything and nothing is easy to start from scratch.
The trust lost is not easy to gain back again.

'Everyone will sure wish for a second chance'

I have so many i wanted to say but im just mind blank.
I always had a empty mind.

'There are no hopeless people, only people who thinks they are hopeless'

2009-07-20T17:24:00.003+08:00

Finally completed my artifact, this is a image of it.
Basically it is suppose to hold markers.
Well yea, doesn't really look like yea?
Plus its only like can hold 6 markers.

This the Computer drawing i made yesterday starting from 1900hrs to like 0000hrs?
The software i used is 3ds Max 9.
A good software i can say.

This is the assembly view of it.
Well yea. Nothing to post so yup.

The artifact side is finally over.
Now left with the presentation board and the folio.
Folio i did pretty less and gotta rush.
This coming Friday 24th is the official deadline.

This coming Wednesday 22th is Chinese Oral.
The last component of Chinese O levels.
I think i pretty much screw up the oral part.
Lets just hope i can at least get a 3 for Chinese.
If not it will be freaking hard to hit my goal of 15.

toodles.

2009-06-30T17:19:00.005+08:00

1G'05 2G'06 outing, not everyone went.
Had a great time together.
At least there is still some friends around.

2009-06-26T21:26:00.002+08:00

13/06 is injured toe.
22/06 is injured finger.

Was doing dnt artifact.
just after like around 88minutes in workshop i injured.
was sanding on the sand disk machine.
guess my soul wasn't there?
the piece of wood flew off and hit my finger.
the day before didn't sleep.
yup. so ya.
my blog becomes injures report station already.

2009-06-15T02:03:00.001+08:00

Injured myself at street soccer.
On saturday 13/06
Nothing much to add.
Limping like an old man =)
tata

2009-06-10T22:58:00.003+08:00

'Everyone is like a code, no one can decrypt every single code in the world'

It had been ages since i posted.
My blog is dead what for do i post.
No one cares, no 1 hops here.

Yesterday got the news at 0036hrs of god-grandmother had left us.
Like what Mr.Chiam said. '阴国' direct translate is 'England'
I couldn't sleep until like around 0430++hrs.
I was suppose to visit her like on week 3.
It was meant to be the blackout week for graduating classes.
When i got the news from god-father, god-grandmother is down with cancer.
Around 1 month++ back till now, i only visited her once.
What kind of god-grandson am i.
I not only failed to my life, i failed in everything.

Its like im left with nothing, nothing at all.
People that used to care me had all left.
I no longer so call can 'chose' who i want to talk my feelings out.
Now i want to 'chose' also don't have the chance.

This goes all the way back to like 2-3 years ago.
When im still blinded to irene.
I made this curse which i guess is really cursed on me.
In short, if im not with her, i will be with nobody.

I just realise this is happen when everyone left.
I curse myself upon the witness of shiyin and irene.

Till now, i failed in everything.
So what i can do well in studies and go to FSV.
So what if i can even go University and earn tons of money.
Money sure can make some one happy to certain extend.
But can money really make one happy? To me its 'no'
The happiness out of money is temporary and not permanently.

I've lost every single thing i used to have.
Sms dropped from 5k to less then 500?
Although most of the time im still the one that text them to disturb.
I swear i will not text the 6 of them, will no longer disturb them.
So far i already broke 3 out of the 6.

A guy who can't keep to his promise deserves nothing.
Once im 18 i'll give my soul to god.
Searching for the master that is willing to teach 神法.
Helping others who need help far more then myself.

'我是命中注定一个人，孤单的活完这一辈子'

Rest in Peace God-Grandmother.
Went to the funeral today.
Tomorrow after lessons will go the funeral again.
Friday will not be going to school.
Friday morning 出山.

May you stay happy on the other world.

2009-05-22T00:07:00.006+08:00

我舍不得-陈孟奇 <大喜事> 插曲

終於發現這一切
沒有你什么感覺都沒有
現在的你
跑到哪一邊
離開這個小房間
獨自一個人走遠點
想念
找不到你
找不到自己
什么時候你才了解
我的心一直在你那邊
我捨不得
這樣就看不見
我好想念從前
不要一個人獨自的埋怨
我捨不得
希望很快就會回到從前
我不希望這一切是昨天

This is a very nice and meaningful, very similar to my current situation..
Like it very must, in fact i love it.
The movie is nice too.

Went back to school to take back a few results from Mid Year Exam.

Math P2 56 / 100
Chemistry 43.5 / 65
Geography 22 / 30

2009-05-20T15:03:00.005+08:00

'So close yet so far' ; 'All alone'

It have been ??? Im not sure how long was it since I have decided that stupid decision of mine? It's just a torture for me now. I have no rights to take back my words now. Its all too late.

'Chances only comes once in a life time, if you miss it, that's it.'

Just practically become a even more no life person.
Tempted to text you all but I promised and promises are not meant to be break.

一个电话没有信息的人,
一个找不到朋友出门的人,
一个找不到朋友对他们说出心事的人,
一个没有人要联络的人,
一个将会孤单地过完他的一生的人.

Some mistakes are just not meant to be forgotten or forgiven.

2009-05-07T20:58:00.002+08:00

'Love life and life will love you back. Love people and they will love you back.' - Arthur Rubinstein

How true is it? I wondered...

06May2009
Woke up late.
Chem got test, think still manageable?
PE did sit&reach and pull up. 46cm&8pull up respectively.
Both obtain a 4 point B grade.
I want to get gold but my standing broad jump is killing.
I have to at least jump 226cm to get a C grade to keep me in gold.
But the maximum I could jump is actually just 215cm?
Sigh, once again no achievement in school again.
Recess, was usual.
Math lesson carried on with algebra.
I was stoning, not really doing.
While the rest of the strong people is chiong-ing.
They all located at the right side of the class.
While I am located alone on the right.
Social Studies started on chapter 2.
I never sleep, which seems to be a achievement?
English forgotten do what le.
Just remember John came wearing some green graphic shirts.
After lesson rushed home to have my lunch.
Then headed down to find Pri Sch teacher aka 'godfather'
Went to visit his mother. 4th stage cancer.
Stupid me, reach queentown MRT, called him.
Then was like he tell me at coffee shop that side.
So I went to that side, then he say its on the left.
I tot is the left side of the mrt station.
Instead it was actually the left side of the coffee shop.
So I went to the other side and in the end call him again.
Eventually I went over to the the coffee shop side again.
Then he drove me to his house, 15min walk from MRT actually.
He stayed at 28th floor can. SO high. ><
I am just stuck at the 3rd for like 9 years already?
Then when i reach his house, his father , sister and 姐夫 was at home.
He went into his mother room and say to his mother ‘我的gan儿子来了'
Then his mother ask me go in, look still okay, still concious.
Held my hand and talked.
Lets just pray that she can cross this stage and live on.
Say also feel sad, His sister wedding, his mother still can joke.
=/
Then stayed awhile, watch a movie half half.
Then went to anchor point to eat.
Went to eat 香港茶餐厅， started talking about us.
Then realise i and him 父子 for like 7 years already.
Ever since primary 5 i joined ava.
He treat me very good, really like own son.
Pretty worried he will tired out.
Then eaten already he send me to MRT.
Homed, bathed and sleep.

07May2009
Woke up late again.
PD do chinese paper.
Chinese go through previous chinese paper.
Physic was like lying my head on table all the way.
Dun feel like entertaining Chng.
Recess, ate.
CME watch some video, crapping and stuff with cailin.
Geo lesson, supposingly all were fooled.
The 'test' was just a revision worksheet.
Yuwei panicked, i was like keep laughing at her.
Math, Algebra.
English, compre.
Math extra lesson, more algebra.
Home, eat slack, housework, bath.
Now blogging.
And after geo lesson my chest felt compressed.
Like very tight? Doubt its muscle ache.
Seems like jiu bing fu fa. 旧病复发。
Well whatever. No one cares too.
Going to rest.
Wake up at 0300? to do dnt?
See i will wake up not.

tata

2009-05-05T20:19:00.003+08:00

'small and round ducky'

Woke up at 0500 and check restaurant city.
In the end was bitten by a mosquito like 6-7 times?
So itchy and irritating, in the dark so can't kill it.
Iron uniform, then leave house to school.
Dad went to pump petrol again before going to school.
Reach school saw siyun, jiabao and teckkwang.
Then slack slack, saw suhui saw ducky.
In the end the whole canteen left our table
Together with the next table to us; suhui and amanada.
Then head back to class, take temperature.
The stupid broader's perspective.
Not nice to read one, so freaking old looking-style.
I Want National Geographic or at least RD.
Math lesson, Alegebra again, So-so.
English continued with oral thingy.
We gotta sit in a circle on chair.
I slept on the chair beside my teacher.
Power uh?
Recess, teckkwang went home cos got rashes.
Walking back to class saw dumb at detention area.
Class is Physic, as usual keep my mouth zip.
If not the Chng will think he is the best.
Saw cf? not sure. >< was blurred.
Chemistry, got test, think i can pass.
Dnt >< grading today, and 4D all fail, 4E all pass in Mr chua's class.
Gotta start doing hopefully thurs i die die chiong give him.
Tml going my pri sch teacher's house to visit.
Lesson ended at 1530.
Home, On comp, bath, eat, sleep.
Wake up blogging now.
Gotta carry on stoning.
Thats all.

2009-05-04T21:10:00.003+08:00

Dreams and wishes flow off like the gas formed when water is added to dry ice.

Was requested to blog by thickskinned.
Tell you first okay? do not bomb me with language subjects okay?
I will surely faint when i see it and and >< those movies!!!
Already so long, must wait how long then have chance to pass you.

Woke up late today.
Never iron uniform.
Look super untidy.
Wore jacket to cover.
Dad went petrol station.
Reach school at around 0717hr.
Never get to see crapist?
or just (*****)
Raining so wasn't considered late.
Class take temperature.
Math, Algebra worksheet II.
Still okay okay.
Social Studies, as usual can't study one.
Recess, bought 2 pack of mamiie cracker to eat.
Came up saw gina, so get her pass present to pinchu.
Chinese, MYE listening compre.
Can't really seems to understand.
Check the answers, all diff answers.
Half way saw cf walking up?
Should be smiling to me.
I smiled back.
Physics, Chng not in school.
Did a worksheet on magnetism.
Ducky never really cared about me?
Elective Geography, bluffed.
There is no test, postpone to thurs.
Return last week exam paper on chapter 12 & 13.
Scored 12 / 20 . samuel say i was constant?
Doubt so, just luck?
After lesson, bused home.
Was messaging thickskinned as and when possible.

Homed
On comp, Cont Restaurant City.
Tried hell's kitchen, managed to get top after 6 or 7 tries.
Mum called, go central eat dinner.
Slack at comp again.
Do housework.
Bathe.
and now blogging.

1. Gotta iron uniform.
2. type out the points for testimonial for form teacher.
3. study chem.
4. dnt but doubt got mood to do.

Stop here. tata
Just receive a bad news from my primary school teacher/god father.

2009-05-01T00:03:00.003+08:00

Today PD time suppose to do SS and instead was stoning and sms-ing people.
First period Chinese, continue to do the last year O's level paper.
Suddenly the rain storm down, can picture dooms day. ><
Then is physics lesson i think, was pissed off.
Chng flash a question, i say answer liao jitao ignored me.
damn F up norh. and my answer is like the correct 1? not wrong neh.
so just 'sleep' on the table, but my ears cant seems to be close.
still listening to the lesson, guess i got to? no choice. for O's
recess uh eat as usual nah, black sauce with egg.
CME lesson go see the careers thingy at MRL.
Donald was there using comp and doing ss worksheet.
sat beside her norh, and i type the wrong pw.
jitao sia suay, eventually manage to log in.
today then realise that MRL is using wireless to connect to server.
cheehong they all playing a fool. 'tearing' paper and making the sound.
after CME is elective, geo test. can say first time jammed.
usually will spam write what ever that i can think of.
but today cant think of anything.
maths lesson started revision for MYE on algebra.
the worksheet okay okay nah. hard and easy.varies.
then is english, spammed 2 hours english.
cos plus extra lessons.
then come home, jiu stoned stoned, nothing much to do.
then thickskinned come home help her with her work.
something on use a real life example in link with linear equation.
then told crazyfriend dreamt of her yesterday.
crapist must take care. waiting to crap with u tml =D
dumb think fall asleep while waiting for me to do housework.
sorry ><

tata thats today.

tml going to be force to study again >< shagged. aint with friends.
at somewhere quiet where not much students know.
which is good. no need to see those YP around. making hell laods of noise.
started playing restaurant city. seems fun and bored.
but can say 1 thing. if you can keep ur computer on, sure can top de.

thats all. tata

2009-04-27T16:41:00.003+08:00

It was a super unlucky day for me today, shall not talk much about it.
The day was as usual, Maths lesson still not very familiar with Vectors problems.
Social Studies go through test paper and i was happily sleeping.
Recess nothing much, just eat and go back class? yea.
Chinese lesson, Mr chiam came in and just tell us got test, last year MYE paper.
Saw CF walking up, do not know if she was smiling at me.
Whole day not in the right mood? so i do not know if i have smiled at cf.
Most of us did not manage to finish so he say next lesson extra 30 minutes.
Physics, cant concentrate much at all, *shhhhh*
Geography lesson was like crapping all the way with Yu Wei Yvonne Fishy.
She drew a freaking long red marker line on my hand.
i drew back 3 lines, evil marcustehcheesiang.
vandalise the tables where me and Yu Wei was sitting with pencil.
Quoted ' Ducky was here' on Yu Wei table on the left side.
Quoted ' <|---- Daisy' on my table on the right side pointing 'Ducky'
Lamed. Total out of control.
Went back to class and slacked till Social Studies extra lesson.
1 hour, Went to Gekpok Macdonald to eat with Teck Kwang.
Accompany him to underground to cut hair.
He walk home then i bus home.
On the bus saw Dumb with dunno 3 other ppl.
Home, bathed and now blogging.

To Do:
*Mind blanked*

Blog again, tata.

2009-04-19T21:22:00.001+08:00

Just feel like blogging all out of a sudden
Solitary
Search the meaning and you all should know what it means
with related to my statues of course

Today went to cut hair with teck
then went to meet up my mother at jp
in the end, follow her go find her friend
and stoned at oasis for like a good 2 hours
listen to the 3 aunties chatting

Went back to near where i cut hair there to eat dinner
then come back home already

Had been watching Saw for the pass 2 days
now only at saw III
the plot is simple but quite interesting
and that pig suit still will scare me at times
read about saw VI will be directed by another director
hope will still maintain the quality

Although i got to stop movie marathon -.-
tml will have soccer training after school
hopefully it does not rain
and also not that hot

Then home must:
1. Housework
2. Eat
3. Bath
4. DnT

Estimated time finish all assignment: ?? hrs ?? mins ?? secs

Confirm know i cant finish
just got to keep myself awake
other than that got to think of another 2 more ideas
actually just 1
already got the 4th one in my head

'Life is like a game of cards. The hand that is dealt you is determinism; thou the way you play it is free will.' by Jawaharlal Nehru

Just wish i am a good poker but i am not =/
life fails
things just fall apart

i just wish to qualified myself for FSV
move on
work and save
and buy my dream stuffs
base on my own strength and not my parents money

BGR guess will be after my main 2 dream items is with me

2009-04-11T21:28:00.002+08:00

Was requested to post by THICKSKINNED so here im to post =)
THICKSKINNED after u read my post you have to tell me ur blog link and let me gain access to it okay?

Just a brief descrition of what had happen today,
woke up at 0600hr today then went to school for the first match of w - league
cant exactly remeber the other group name but its the best group in the under 17 group,
Last year wadever united fc had a score of 0 - 9
This year its 1 - 8, technically to console ourself
its a improvement of 2 goals,
Well, first half we fight pretty well 1 - 2
but at the second half they went full attack
and there is nothing we can do but just full defence.
This is the first time im in such competition
all along im just a crew, a offical, a helper.
This first experience well, let me know alot of things?
was kinda upset about it.
i dunno how to describe that feeling actually,
Just hoping that after all that 4+ years of commitment in ava without
proper recognization by the school, just dream to get a medal or a trophy
just to let myself know 10 years 20 years down the road, im after all
'recognized'

Went to long john after the match, the breadfast might be just harshbrown
and sandwitch, its freaking full.
Homed after that, watched '21'
do housework, bathe
help daddy to cut doggy hair
watch 'resident evil 1, 2'
and just finish 'the day the earth stood still'
waiting for 'resident evil 3'
and maybe rewatching twilight.
yea stop here ba. will try to keep active as possible.

2009-03-26T19:11:00.002+08:00

School really sucks big time now =X
Piles and piles of assignments.
Having like so many to do everyday.
It just seems so never ending.
I just wish i could get it over and done with.
Term 1 result ain't great at all.
Pretty much flunk most subject.
I was actually 22 points away from my goals.
That is very far apart.
Sorry girl never really had the time to accompany you. =(
Just pray that when the result is out,
I will be tearing in happiness.

2009-03-09T20:55:00.001+08:00

Today our class, the roof started dripping water off the ceiling and practically flood our class. 9 years old structure can be damage to such extend. When last year best class use this classroom, everything seems to work fine? when last express class take, ceiling leaking, air-con not working. well~ fate?

2009-03-03T17:29:00.002+08:00

Target Setting for 2009 GCE O level

School - Ngee Ann Poly
Course - Film, Sound, Video (School of FMS - FSV)

English - B3
Math - A2
Science - B3
Humans - B3
D&T - A1
Chinese - B4
L1R4 - 12
CCA - A1
Final - 10

Possible? I do not know.
Will i even be around when the results is out?

2009-02-27T21:14:00.000+08:00

2009-02-22T19:12:00.001+08:00

Up coming W league yea?
This is my proposed design for WADEVER UNITED FC
Simple i guess =)

Pretty much my life is boring so i wun be posting much except such exceptionals
yep.! tata

2009-02-13T18:11:00.002+08:00

Had been super duper duper long since i update. Been super busy for the past 2 weeks.
First assignment was to do the poster for the service learning.
Follow by class T then Jersey for soccer. All done except the soccer one.
Do not even know how long i did not really use the computer.
Wednesday after sport meets, went to buy ingredient for the baking.
headed to Junhao's house, bake and decorate at Jiayin's house.
The whole process on that day took us till nearly midnight.
The worst part is we only manage to complete only half of the excepted orders.
Home, bath and sleep. that is what i had been doing since Wednesday.
Thursday also the same? after school started baking all the way cum deco.
Some at the school then go to Junhao's house again to complete.
Till like nearly midnight again. Then went home bath sleep.
Today left class at 10am and started everything. The giving out of orders.
Everything was quite smoothly until some people who disappear and never pay.
After school set up stall and manage to clear the stocks.
Had a total sales of S$775.00 but have not minus away the cost.
Guess will not have so much to donate to charity as the cost grew higher.
I forget what to post already. so if there is i will post again.
Should be going to sleep now i guess. tired =X
Take care all.
&
Happy Valentine Day (advance) to everyone.
To couples: last long and stay happy =)
To singles: No worries, valentine are not just about couples but friends too XD

TATA

2009-02-05T21:03:00.002+08:00

Decided on this poster. doubt i got time to post about my life.
now gotta work on class T which is expected to be submitted tml
Yet i just get to know about it like 10 mins ago?

2009-02-05T00:34:00.000+08:00

v1.2

v1.1

2009-02-03T21:28:00.004+08:00

Spend like a good 4 hours on this poster -.- lol
overall end result is pretty nice yea?
still not the finalised version as details aren't really right.
tomorrow discussed in class then will modify again.

Morning slept at 4am -.-
doing Dnt and chinese holiday assignment
wake up at 630
rush rush any how iron clothes
then rush rush.
reach school already 0710 like that.
assemble in hall no rev up
got briefing on sports meet on 11 Feb
before briefing there was a 15min freedom of speech by mrs chow
follow by a 11min+ video on last year sport meet.
I film the nicer parts. those very shakey ones are done by junhuat.
as usual jeremy edit.
then briefing about the same thing.
think the slide also never even change at all.
lesson. first period chinese. go through chapter 3.
lalala finished.
Social Studies uh group presentation on the decline of venice.
then recess.
english lesson mdm jee go through wb.
physic got test. never learn but think can pass ba.
dnt started doing and doing and doing lo
i done out the content for definition, mindmap, and problems.
lacking comment for the 30 pics on tidiness. and 50 pics ( 10 per problems) =X
80 pics like ..................................
well after school extra lesson also DnT so just carry on lo.
went to jp buy the A3 size folder holder. OMG can 3.55 for 10 -.-
EX dao. =(
then papa fetch me home then homesweethome.
then do house work then started on that poster till now lo. tada.
yea and i eat dinner lols .
toodles

2009-02-03T00:12:00.013+08:00

As mentioned here are the picture of BaiTianKong 2009 (拜天空）

Also known as praying of heaven. It is a tradition of hokkien people to pray the heaven at Midnight of 8th day of chinese lunar new year!

Just some snaps of the pictures =)

2009-02-02T12:18:00.003+08:00

28th Jan 2009 - Wednesday
Shall skip the school part since there is nothing really interesting going on.
After school CCA, time to set things right.
Secondary 1 coming in already yet my sec 2 are practically having no knowledge about anything of AVA. Be it just setting a simple mic for morning assembly.

To: The Westwood AVA Crew of 2009

Like i had told the sec 2s, The Crew only need 5 passionate, skillful people to run any biggest event current have in school. I want you all to think, can you be in that 5, or at least a back up to those 5. Yes, 5 is enough to run any event BUT i can assure you be it the most professional guy in AVA on earth will collapse sooner or later, which is why the Crew is for, helping one another taking turns to do event and service the school. We might not be appreciated my the school like the way SC SL does. In the past from Senior Senior experience, they do way much more things as compared to SC SL. My mother always say 'Why do when not being appreciated' My answer will be passion. Passion is the thing that run in my heart for AVA since i was p5. When ever i came across any school hall or other outside event they first thing i will look out for is definitely the PA system and equipment. Not wanting you all to have such crazy passion like me, just want to at least you all to commit to AVA. It might look like the most relax CCA in the whole school. But you know why the seniors can do it that way? We earn our way up and not just immediately at sec 1 sec 2 we do what the seniors do. Really hope that no 1 will be going to the Green club. But just to inform. Be it who, so long you are under performing, you'll be out. So for the following training plans Mr Chia and Mr Heng come up with, i expect you all to take it seriously as if as it is another subject. All the best.

29th Jan 2009 - thursday
Blah blah school only i guess? nothing much.
went home after school.
go the Chencailin house to bainian
then slack, take pics, play mahjong.
go pioneer mall eat then homed
dad change a new cab! CNG and Disel running.

30th Jan 2009 - friday
think practically the same routine.
sec 4 life is so no life.
=/ work work work.
i just wish i didn't waste that year
and by now already hopefully go into FMS NgeeAnn.
SIGH~
Went to Irene's house to bainian with joseph, zoe.l, huiyun, zhengyi
headed to watch movie and we went into the wrong theatre -.-
faster come out and go to the correct one.
went to carpark to slack after that then went homed.

31st Jan 2009 - saturday
home all the way? think i woke up at 11+ or what
stone stone stone jiu night le.
never even touch my bag.
all i know is i keep gaming.
oh boy boy its time to wake up.

1st Feb 2009 - sunday
worst woke up at near 2pm.
stone stone.
jie bf came.
kor gf came.
Ordered pizza to eat.
till night then mama come home
daddy also come home.
bought yushen to lao
then went to stone stone.

Thats all for now today should got some pictures to update from the baitiankong.
will post it later =/

2009-01-27T22:36:00.006+08:00

Zoe.L: Im so gonna die =(
Lena: Mahjong WAN WAN SHUI!!!
Dumb: Mahjong WAN SHUI!!!
Marcelle: Happy CNY TOO!
IreneSiah: FEEELINGGGGGGGGGGGGGG~~~~
John: Forward is a good thing =)
TeckKwang: yep!!!
Zoe.L: Well thats how each other felt for one another XD
July: HELLO!!! LOLS
Sheryl: Bluff what? XD lalala~ who cares
Marcelle: Linked =)
Dumb: Must takecare not will takecare alright? =)

Replied all your taggies! Some images before my stupid long story!

These cupcakes nice right? the heart nice right? the stickman even more cute right?!?
heeheehee sorry abit super mentally unstable right now XD
Had not been blogging for the past few days yea? slow slow add on to it.

Friday! 23/01!!!!!
chinese new year celebration in school.
from 1115 to 1330
was pretty draggy
mrchia introduce a new system into the ava crew
now there 3 main ICs: Sound IC, Stage IC & Event IC.
as for me i assist the Event Ic XD
i pro de neh. tio praise for helping her lols.
overall the senior are improving to professional level
whereas the juniors! get ready to be tekang by me and the seniors!
Sec 1 coming in on 28th, and today already see them le.
there is a comfirm list of 7 ppl. 2 girls 5 boys(1 international student)
blah blah blah. stay the sec 1 introducing to CCA till 2+
Went to jp meet mother, aunty, cousin and old aunties.
ate long john at burger king! saw cheehong and gang
say hihi to them continue to eat lo.
then stray around jp with my mother they all.
HOME SWEET HOME!

SATURDAY!~ 24th
went to jiayin house to learn how to bake those cupcakes norh!
got prove de neh! all the images above! lols
but is jiayin's mother's production
we just see, listen and learn!
and i dun eat cake so i dun get to enjoy though =(
take some real nice images right?!?
i who neh!
MARCUSTEH NEH!
XD
Went to dumnb house lo slacked!
fell asleep.
1330 left her house!
rushed to bus stop call mama
tio scolded =(
say bake cake can bake so long =X
then home le jiu started packing my room
SPRING CLEANING! like real
pack le the next minute jiu go messy liao le =X
COS?
MARCUSTEH NEH XD
okay -.- i know its ==!
lols

SUNDAY! 25th
Morning tio waked up by my mother then pray pray
then go burn burn the paper give my lao ma and lao gong.
then eat eat then stone stone. then continue cleaning
then at 1600++ jiu eat steamboat le!
after that jiu Mahjong Koi Tai!
till 0000 go temple baibai lo!
then saw dumb say hi then bye
then reach home 0130 like that le.
watch tv till i zzzz
my sister smack me! ask me go slp -.-
then go bed lala

MONDAY! 26th
9am+ wake up le
then go bai nian
dunno how many house norh
then skip here uh boring
go where also eat also drink
then stone stone stone.
go one of my old aunty house watch little bit of IP Man
quite nice wor lols XD
want go DL =X
then home waited for ppl to come
but tio PHEWWWWWWWWWW! aeroplane fly away! =(
never manage to play mahjong short of ppl
so stone stone
watch tv also can fall asleep =X
really is 110% purely real pig!
then slp slp

TUESDAY! 27th
WAH forget what time i wake up today liao le
wake up continue to find games to torrent
=( so angry can
torrent liao so what. also cannot play
stupid free comp =(
then time today very fast norh
4+ like that ppl start to come le
ah ma come eat eat
then i also eat eat
everybody also eat eat
then after eating play blackjacky
my korkor dealer =X win 40+ for the first session
i lost 6++ for the first session
2nd session i go play mahjong
then play play
also lost! =( so sad norh
lost $3.80 i think lols
STM SERIOUS WOR
then finish le!
now blogging norh =(
TOMORROW GO SCHOOL SLEEPY!
stupid SINGAPORE GOVERNMENT
where got ppl CNY so short de!
OFFICALLY GOT 15 DAYS de okay! =(
SMACK THEM HARD!
=X later tio flaggy i die
tata nitex! i try to slp ( so fake )
Promised a long post and here is it XD
Dont be surprise wor!

2009-01-22T18:26:00.002+08:00

i have no idea how many days had i not posted.
Was busily schedule with DnT on monday.
Tuesday and Wednesday was actually sleeping days.
Dumb is super tired with the CNY rehersal =/
DUMB you take care of yourself alright? =(
she's currently getting her clothes for CNY.
cf went to holidays le =( and i was sleeping when she board the plane.
well well =X dunno what else to blog.
tata

2009-01-17T10:17:00.002+08:00

sorry uh ppls, yesterday kor was holding the comp so cant post.
yesterday lalala. must think liao le.
morning my amandamei cry i dunno what happen and still dunno what happen
just wanna tell mei no matter what study hard and move on k?
14 liao le cannot always play play le. time to do some stuff thats useful for future
chinese lesson write the compo about '难忘的永别'(nan wang de yong bie)
its that stupid yearly competition. i write about retain, new friends, old friends
result, Os result, blah blah lol. 31X words lols.
then after then went to 3rd floor pass dict to amandamei.
then math lesson learn new things again? still got abit blur about sketch graph.
Dnt lesson, my idea come liao le! lols. weee. but got alot problem
cos the size of the artifact cannot be over a a4 size box.
and my design got alot things to modified.
hope can score a distinction for this lo.
recess, find dumb she finally eat lo. very good but must exercise too!
geo lesson as usual bored. cheehong weijing and junhao kanna chase out of class
i use textbook cover my face then samuel never see me laugh =X
lols, they go out liao very quiet and bored norh.
after lesson jiu got alot guys rush go find hweeting lols.
all dunno despo like what norh. admit she is pretty and mature.
but also no need despo till that de lo. sia suay neh.
then go find irene and yi, they came to submit the choice.
then go find dumb. i went off early cos the idea in my mind cant stop thinking.
go kfc eat le jiu went home. instead of doing dnt i felt asleep =X
wake up got start doing but got alot thing need to ask mrchua for clarifications.
then blah blah. kor use the comp so i cant use
eventually fall asleep at around 2250.
2+ near 3 jo called then ask me go down chat chat lols.
then chat till around 4 plus jiu come home sleep le.
till now 10am.
not bad uh? i not pig neh sleep 6 hours only.

later got 烧猪 job. haha lols. got earning again.
tata update again yea?

2009-01-15T16:52:00.004+08:00

=X
i don't know how many days i have not post already.
well guess its time to post for those people who will read my blog.
yesterday whole day emo-ing so nothing much happened.
today still normal, morning went kenny to buy bee-hoon to eat.
went up class. do the chinese p2 freaking hard =X.
seems to have foresee my results =X
plus my friends the result all are pretty much shocking me =/
lesson uh nothing much interesting happen

geo lesson, went to geo room, this year its a 3 class combine
so not really that fun anymore, and less attention from samuel
gotta do personal revision and ask him already.

physic lesson, today weirdly noisy, mr chng like want talk till no voice.
then go through paper, spend 1.80 to buy blue file for physics.

recess hao xin wait for dumb outside her class.
then yingjie come scaring me with a tissue with red ink i suppose.
dumb never eat during recess, dun want sms her liao le.

english lesson, peer teaching grammer, gp1 and gp2, nouns and pronouns.
to be honest i catched no balls. lols. well well. gotta study myself again.

chemstry lesson, lab lesson, went to lab, my crystal i did last week not nice =/
its like impurity, think i never do correctly or what.

math lesson, teach something of graph i think.
1 period only. so never really teach much.

socical studies, venice, rise of venice.
out of the 5 points already done 3.
=>leadership
-oresolo
-zaina
=>reforms of government
-3 more level introduce.
=>trade development
-the marine thingy

thats all i can remember. can make my recap ><

after school went to find dumb then she doing class deco.
so i went off first with jo. sigh, its very shagged one?
both buddy also never do well. now all i hope is jo can go where he want?

its like i see this trend in the cat clan. =X

hopes its not and both mao and jo can do alright.

today things to rush
-1162 (exercise 1-5)
-chinese holiday assignment
-dnt ( defination, mindmap, research, problems and solutions)

enough to kill me
tata~

2009-01-12T18:35:00.003+08:00

O's release today.

Morning go find mrchiam to check my hair.
well fuck him man. cut till like that le still not approve.
bullshyt. if lao mao not there i surely talk back?

Go back lesson. chemistry dunno what cailin is explaining?
practically i just anyhow follow other ppl? lols =X

P.E hi-jump. as always expected jump once for this lesson only.
was delayed by the girls. merge with 4f and well well.
1 girl didn't manage to cross the 0.75m mark and cried.

Recess blahblahblah

Math lesson. free hand curve graph drawing suck =X
i no ruler so i use atm card then tio shoot by mrs tan.
lesson ended quite fast. tml bring curve ruler le.
if not sure cannot make it!

Social Studies. teach venice norh, till the first point to the rise.
was about to fall asleep in her class. freaking bored plus no air-con.
tio banned since last friday. cos we go chem practical never switch it off.

Physics. mrchng as usual crap nah. give us worksheet do.
1 period only. i can say i totally forget all my work since i go work.
alot concept all forget le. absorbing of new stuffs also slow liao le.

After lesson jiu go hall liao le. go talk talk with friends norh.
was happy for them finally really offically out of westwood.
pretty envy too ba. they leave with the greatest result mark of westwood history.

Result time. my mao never manage to did it. but all i can say mao.
is that ur language is really good okay? a1 and a2. that is already enough.
to make this idiot to be envy okay. u might wanna consider ask teacher to help.
testi plus appeal might allow to let u go to poly? its possible.
nothing its impossible. we are just 16, there's still a long path out there.

SHERYL! well same thing nah. stop playing and really study hard?
3E'07 de ppl all can study de. we all know that we are just LAZY
just gotta buck up and we can outdo ppl in those better class.
their alphabat just further then us what. no big deal. who cares!

Sorry to let dumbdumb and gang to wait for me.
didn't manage to see all my friends result but well i believe they can manage.
all along i wasn't able to be there by their side to support them.
yet they are always around to give me a hand.

well well i guess my mother should be honoured to have a sector for her.

DEAR MOTHER(wohhh!?! -.-)

please wake up. its 21th century? 2009 not 1950s or what ever.
im a perfect normal guy? not a girl. not jie.
im 16? and like all mother. who love to give empty promises.
promises that make us happy but then hurt us even more.
i dun know which part of ur brain understands me.
mao is feeling sad and just wish to accompany her?
all along last year all u know is to call me go home after school.
what fuck is that? and want me get good results thats all you know.
but u know? fuck it. results is just 1 factor of life.
so long i never do the wrong things, fuck results.
you want me to score yea. then dun let me study in school. what shyt.
i never was able to help my friends when they are feeling down.
and all you say is ' dun think i dunno where u go'
its like fuck u know. ppl ask me to lie to you.
but fuck care. i know i cant lie to you.
i left house once. and u force me to.
i came back its because of daddy and not u.
daddy is working so hard. trying to earn.
beer and cigarette is alr a habit of his life.
what fuck is it that u always argue about money?
you capable you go work yourself?
stay at home never work still want ppl to do housework for you.
how the hell u want me to study.
everyday like that ruin my mood to do work.
when the time is right. i will throw my cert in ur face and leave this house.

fuck it.

tata sorry for all the vulgarities.

2009-01-11T23:19:00.000+08:00

wake up at 12 plus =X
slept at 5am+
bath. went to cut hair.
bath. do house work.
went to dumb house.
stoned. eat steamboat.
stoned. mother called.
homed. stoned. lazy iron clothes.
stoned. going sleep soon =X

thats how bored my life can actually get.
well well well
my hair is freaking short thats all i can say norh.
and my face the scar still around home tml will be better.
today looks better le. hope tml will be alright le.
tml O's level result release le.
To all my friends good luck. be it what result, never give up!
tata nights

2009-01-10T23:00:00.000+08:00

ARGHHHHHHHH
went facial at jp
freaking long can?
2 1/2 hr
now my face super ugly nah
hope can heal before monday =X
if not go school so ugly
all the scars
yea today nothing much norh.
sorry for the late post.
tml cutting hair =(

2009-01-10T13:11:00.003+08:00

09 Jan 2009
Morning go to school as usual
Reported to General Office but mrchaim never see me
In the end tio suspended 1 hour of lesson.
He give me and jerry till monday =X lols
So might be cutting hair later again =(
Then go back class 1 period jiu recess.
We having the character thingy so early break lo.
The course got 1 girl is 17 years old only. call hwee ting
Same age as the retainiees wor! lols. then keep disturb around.
Say want to take 1 picture must give us 1 number =p
But never take dao norh. last day le so sad =( see when i free zai google her =p
then after school jiu go over to find dumb then go hall.
freaking pissed off with my juniors nah
ask them stay there they dunno run go where.
ask them set mic they make the mic drop.
feel like smacking them. D: ROAR!
then i gotta leave early at like 4.
cos working ma. at outram de hotel.
4 hours 100bucks $_$
make like 162 badges.
so freaking tired de norh =( lols.
then go jp take pay from boss. go bank in money
then go 600+ buy food jiu go home liao le.
eat le then i go wash up jiu sleep le =X
never reply also sms =( sorry sorry.
today de post will post at a later day yea =) hee
tata

2009-01-08T22:33:00.002+08:00

BOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!
woke up late today can =X
go to school then know that no late day le very sian norh
no longer can slack slack liao le
early morning jiu got things to do liao le =(
die liao lo, no more proper english blog liao le =X
then after PD time jiu got the character development thingy
im dunno tactile and kinestatic i think. forget liao le
then after recess jiu english. bored bored. rush assignment
then jiu uh chem at lab. cheehong as always. make us laugh like dunno what lo.
then uh leying dun wan sit same bench as cheehong ask me change lols.
but not allowed i guess.
then uh after that is SS. teach 1 period 1 period relief.
the 2nd period she give us stupid questions to do.
like: what u like about ss
what u hate about ss
and ....
4 stupid questions.
after school waited half hour for donald.
then realise my dumbdumb is at first floor waiting for me since 130
so sorry dumb =X hee. told u to wait at 4th floor next time le.
upgrade le. your class no longer at 1st floor le.
uh then bring donald go see doc.
she not feeling well.
then go to dumb house.
cab home. mother rushing me home.
ate dinner at centre lo.
mrchiam catch my hair thank to chaiu li.
irritating ass. =(
not gonna cut my hair i swear!!!
uh tml cca fair norh! hope got some really who is interested in ava de come in.
but gotta leave early at like 4+ cos got work
hee tml got 100bucks to earn, 4 hours work.
yea stop here ba. fill in more details tml.
tata!

2009-01-07T19:48:00.002+08:00

RAWR!
as the days goes the more busy and tired i goes.
woke up 5.15am like that then left house around 540 or 535
went over to 800+ meet up with friends then go to school
reached school like 650 near 7am norh.
after assembly le jiu intouch.
rotting nah =X lols
all the lesson were like boring except CL lesson alright!
Mr Chaim is like full of craps in class.
reminds me of ms ooi!
that stomach muscle cramp thanks to laughing
uh after lesson got some sort of meeting to talk about the CCA fair.
then there is like a rehersal for the uniform group at the quad.
after the rehersal went to 2nd floor round table to do my math holi assignment.
on the way waiting for friends to go home tgt norh.
tell u uh. freaking pissed off with my mother!
she said that 16 is freedom. more like bullshyt norh!
is like as if im 16sec old.
stay abit later outside jiu say this say that! ROAR!!!!
friends which are younger have much more freaking freedom norh!
=( still got freaking tons of work to do.
i've got math, english, chinese.
all with piled up work =X
ends here ba.
tata =(

2009-01-06T17:29:00.002+08:00

Orientation is over
All i can say its freaking tiring
The camera is super heavy when filming for long hours
PLUS i am a left hander so filming with right hand is a tough job okay!
Today finally went back to class after skipping 2 days of lesson
Really like mentally tired, don't feel like skipping class anymore
O's year gotta buck up and start putting in all i can
Passion for my ava will never end though
She(ava) is like my wife? i dunno.
Lesson still okay okay nah.
Orientation the sec 1 is duper quiet.
Chunks of Holiday assignment not done yet.
Gotta burn oil to boast finish all the work.
This year orientation video ain't sure if Jeremy uploaded.
But was a pretty job well done i suppose.
Just like the way ppl smile or laugh when they see the video.
It put a smile on film makers like us deep inside outself.
Life will be tough in sec 4.
Hope things will be alright all the way till i finish O's
Stupid Ez-link card need to re-new just because we retain and the school never update
Think gotta go down to jurong east to re-new =X
So freaking far alright?
Poly(s) open house ain't sure if i am going yet.
Worried for my ava, skilled people are really leaving.
sigh. toodles. stop here
tata

2008-12-17T13:37:00.012+08:00

photos of presents received. thanks to all!

2008-12-11T23:48:00.003+08:00

Just having this urge to blog all of the sudden.
Lets start with something more normal first,
Finally jurong point shop open and i no longer need
to travel all the way to work over there.
Pay is raise by 50cents and duration had extended from 8 to 12 hour.
It started from Tuesday when i started packing the stock and getting the shop ready.
Wednesday is the actual opening of Jp2.
Jp2 is freaking huge, i doubt i will have the time to shop?
From what i heard is that it basically have everything except pastamania.
The shop i am working at is Cherie Excellence Jp2 #03-128.
A shop with 1 fake wall and display area.
There is no door at all.
Sales is still pretty bad over here.
But Bugis seems to be boasted some sort.
Lets just pray that sales will be better tml.
The shop sells buttons(badges) and customized item with your photo.

Boring stuff yea? Talk about sad sad stuff now alright?
Donald got stead already, no longer need daisy to be around.
No longer have anymore feelings for irene.
Long long ago cf started being cold towards me.
today S just though about it and think that we should just be friends.
i just its my bao ying ma?
A guy only suppose to have a girl to concentrate, love, take care of.
Yet me, can't figure out my feelings and go up to 4 girls.
I know its pretty jerk bastard asshole idiot guy i am.
(can find more words go ahead tell me i'll add)
Now all had left with me alone.
Thick-skinned friend also seems to have the symptoms of fading away.
Must be real tired over at the course.
My special close friends. all having a special and unique name.
Not forgetting bestesties yea?
Just wanna let all of you to know, thanks for all the sweet memories we had.
Be it happy, sad, crazy, weird, short.
Just wanna say you've make a mark on my life.
I've made a mark on myself. This part don't say much alright? understand can already.
I'll try to stop pestering u all, try not to contact.
But bear with me first alright? i will fade off your life.
All i know now is to work work work work work, make myself tired.
To prevent me from thinking of anything.
Hopefully i'll stop disturbing you all.
Sorry and thanks.

To Irene:
3 years, tons of memories yea?
feeling fade, can't help it when my feelings run wild.
im a bad guy. aren't great at all.
move on, strive well alright.
take care.

To cf:
short but enjoyable.
mianbaochaoren, i still owe u a pic.
don't know if u still want it.
Times webbie-ing. showing my baozha hair, flat hair.
Flying T-shirts, spongebob.
Flying Fishes.
I'll miss all this, and always remembering it.
Reporting in before sleeping.
crazying call each other 'SIAOTAPOR' SIAOZABOR'
Smiling crazy-ly to each other in school when we see each other.
All this. really thanks.
Stay the cheerful cf you always is in school okay?
take care.

To donald:
Well, really pretty short.
lots of weird things happen
Mr wall, popcorn, 'laoshijialaoda'
the playground we went when i send you home.
wait 2 hours for your lesson to end just to pass u chocolate.
01-11, the date when im suppost to say kids story to you.
All this, thanks for all that.
Really thanks, you changed my life.

To S:
you said
youenditforthefirsttime,
andforthistime,iendit,
ifthere'sathirdtime,
it'llthenbeourfate,
i'msorry,
ourpastseemstobeinablur,
ican'trewindit,
it'lljuststaylikethisforever,
goodbyelove.

i say
Be it what, you must just stay happy, eat your meals, stay guai.
what ever your choice is, i'll respect and not neglect.
Memories,
Hsm3 movie,u came my house to pei me when we just met like 1 week,
though is with your pri friends, its really touched,
guess thats the thing that make my feeling run wild.
you're a nice girl. very nice 1.
i pei bu shang ni. in fact, not a single girl i can pei shang.
take care, don't worry about me, i'll be alright.

To Bestesties:
way short time.
first time met at kfc.
chat on the phone.
made a friendship band for you which never get to your hands.
at the swing, remembering having some problems with irene.
, saying you would slap her if i were to hurt myself.
thanks load. dun sleep too late alright?
cares.

To Thick-skinned friend:
unexpected from just asking you to come to my birthday party
eventually turn into night friend to now thickskinned.
thanks for all the times you pei-ed me through when i cant sleep.
you always will be there very cheerful, sharing your course experiences with me.
wanting to give me a present even when we haven met for 2 years plus.
thanks load. take care at ubin alright?

Guess that all, will try to tune my feelings down.
sorry to my close, special friends.
take care.

2008-11-08T14:21:00.002+08:00

This are some pictures i took when i was at the event 'breathe' at padang yesterday.

Day is normal. After lesson Teck Kwang, Cheehong, Weijing and myself went to fico to find Yongliang and friends. Had 2 rounds of soccer match, my skill suck now, the last time i play is like few months ago. Went to Teck Kwang house just to accompany him, he bath then went back Kenny Cafe to meet Cheehing, Weijing and Yongliang. Then assemble in school with Junhao. Head to padang. We sign up for the captain ball, thinking that it is like a competition or what but it just 1 match. Saw Jondave, he working there i think. after the game Junhao and Teck Kwang want go shopping or whatever so i never follow, i stay with the girls together with Yongliang, Cheehong and Weijing. Enjoying the blasting of music, the performace really suck =/ except the dance competition group 'roses' there are young and cute. Then the DJ forget what his name, he don't look a DJ but he scratch and change music very smoothly. When the dance floor is open, people started battling. Quite an eye opener, then headed to lao pa sa to eat then home. =)

TOODLES

2008-11-05T21:04:00.003+08:00

Topic: Dream

I have a dream; a dream which might seems so real yet feels like a dream. A dream which every living human crave, earn big bucks and support their own family. My dream very much relates to my interest, setting up a company which basically serves as an event company. A family business, that shall be carried on and expend.

It had always been my dream to open up a company and running events for company. Yes, it might be tiring, different from those office work but I believe that a dream should be something which I enjoy doing and not one that just serve as a shield to zip my parent mouth up or that cert just to get promoted even if the skills are not there.

I have another dream, a dream to actually make a film, a local film. One that will surpass Jack Neo, Royston Tan. A film which will the touch the hearts of al l ages, one that will not just move locals but even people abroad. To people in the film industry I guess we all have a common aim that is to move and touch the heart of the audience, the clapping even though the team might not be around, tears drop after watching the film.

There is another dream, a dream to be a profession diabolo performer. Diabolo is a traditional Chinese circus apparatus, shaped like an hourglass with a metal axle in the middle. The artist manipulates this top-like equipment by a piece of string with handles at each end. I came in contact with diabolo when I was in my primary school, a CCA for 2 years. Performed for different minister and at different events.

One can have countless dreams be it realistic or not, dreams are mean to be things that interest one. Making one to feel good, motivation to carry on, aim for higher target and stand in the society. One should be daring to dream and not just keep everything to the bottom of one heart.

This the first video i self film, act, edit, upload. It is actually a project for end of year English in 2007. Enjoy, commends are welcome on the essay and film. Commends could be drop at my cbox.

2008-11-03T00:08:00.002+08:00

Just return from my primary school teacher's sister wedding banquet. The table suppose to fill with 10 people, eventually it turn out to left only 6, 3 Xingnan primary teachers, 1 already went to Rulang primary, 2 Technical Assistant from Xingnan primary and myself. My this teacher is the Ava in-charge during my time, he also transfer to woodland to primary school. Reason being to the new principal, do not understand why he like huge rocks so much. Ever since he came, the rate of me or rather ex-students of returning to primary school drops. There got wine but thank to my stupid age, still can not drink. My teachers stuff tons of foods on me just because i am the youngest? Tomorrow still got extra lessons, its just practically boring. There is still another assignment by Mr Chok which is still uncompleted. Thats all for now,

TOODLES

2008-11-01T11:38:00.002+08:00

Went to Zhengyi house yesterday to advance celebrate her birthday. Her message to me was ' tml 730 my house (: ' sounds weird right? Before that i head to my grandmother house first to eat my dinner. When Irene and i reach her house Joseph, Huiyun, Hui Si, Kongting, Cindy already at there watching tv. After a while Zhengyi there all went down to buy alcohol XD then come back they eat pizza and kfc, did not really eat because really not hungry anymore. After that cut cake, as usual another group of people know that i do not eat cake. Drank a total of around 2 bottle of alcohol, not really strong but i did turn reddie. Mahjong a while, Kongting father fetch irene, cindy and myself home. Her father and zhengyi mother is really funny parents. Reached home, PSP a while then go to bed already.

Thats all, TOODLES

2008-10-30T22:26:00.002+08:00

First assignment is up, sorry Mr chok for the late post, was having a nap and entertaining my mother. today as usual went to school for intensive which does really looks and feels like an intensive lesson.

Lesson ended at 10, persuade Mr chok to eat with us before we start our english extra lesson. It was actually really nice of him to treat us the drinks we ordered. Guess we have already treated him more like a friend then a teacher.

Short post here, nothing much to talk about. Guess i am actually turn back to my old self. To the days where people once called me 'Mr Emo Loner' yet the loner part is not really true but as for the Emo part, i am very sure.

Having pretty bad mood swings recently, do not know the reason, never know the reason.

Toodles

2008-10-30T22:00:00.001+08:00

Topic: Friends

Friends, friends are the ones who I can share my thoughts with. Be it joy, sadness or even anger. I never really have a lot of friends yet I seem to like having a lot of friends. The only group of friends that I felt that I can actually let my feelings out is my buddies consisting of Zoe, Joseph and myself. Currently the both of them are taking GCE O’ Levels 2008, while I retained a year more at secondary 3 express.

This friendship gave me a stronger push during the last few days of class 3E 2007, when my form teacher gave out the final verdict to the names of the retainers. Fortunately Joseph and Zoe made it through. I did not. Tears start to drop from the eyes of my group of friends, it was particularly this moment, I felt that I am so lucky to know them.

I will never ever forget the two day we rushed filming our English project. We headed to one of my friend, Sheng Kai house and film a suicide scene. Like many other students who always love to drag work till last minute and rush the work out. It was pretty much a success, my first ever edited and uploaded to the net.

Zoe always told us, never ever lose contact, we are suppose to be the god father of her children. Joseph where else always will be my listening ear, bringing me to the right path of making decision when it comes to relationship problems. As for myself, I did nothing much at all for them; all I did was commit to AVA, my passion ever since I was primary 5. AVA had taken me away from the class whenever there is an event or class game or activity. I never really had a chance to be out with as a class. Instead of leaving me out, they still consistently ask me out despite that they know that my mother never allows me to go out before I am 16 years old.

Friends are those that will go through thick and thin with you, without a second though in their mind. I thank them for being around with me all this while and I will definitely miss them next year. Best wishes for your O’s and stay in contact.

Comment are welcome.

2008-10-29T22:40:00.002+08:00

Just finishing drinking vodka mix with spirit or 7up and ribena. korkor mixed for me de. lols im reddie now lols. first time drink alcohol till im read. rare experience. lols. yea. emo for today sort of whole day. after school papa called to ask me follow mama to A&E. cos she had been feeling unwell after my korkor de bbq. The nurse told me that she need to be under observation for 1 hour. so okay lurh waited. Did Mr John Chok 16 pages extra worksheet. In the end i waited for like 3 hours. Then my mama come out of the observation area. Waited so long then tell me come back for appointment. waste of time. then reach home jiu ask korkor pei the vodka for me. watch quarantine and drink and potato chips. then now blogging lurh. after today my post all gotta be in proper english and sentences, requested by Mr chok, to brush up my english. He also gave us ( weijing, kenneth and myself) a topic to blog on and we are expected to comment on each other blog including Mr John blog. He say he should be calling his new blog something like emo monkey? lols. his nick name. the assignment its sort of like a essay format. then we comment lo. then every tues and thurs of the 3 weeks of intensive lesson gotta meet him for extra lesson. he also gave us 10 review to work on. Lesson in school is bored lurh. yesterday slept at 2 am then now abit kit kit de thank to vodka. make me think less, less emo. stop here ba. seems like a long post =/ seldom post so long le. TOODLES! REDDIE MARCUS

2008-10-28T21:05:00.007+08:00

My big pekpek family

My mother friends

My old uncle Family and aunties.

My jekjek

My pekpek and his son.

My small gugu de family.

Kor de friends

Both father mother side grandparents.

Kor and his gf

Kor kor actually post and ask my sister to take him blow candle

the key and 'suan pan' my parents gave my korkor

Prince after a swim in the sea of east coast

Family photo 1, i too short =/

Family photo 2, taller now, tip toe =X

The 138 buck cake my sister and i shared for korkor

the tiger prawn is really nice XD

Black pepper chicken wings

Sting rays and jacket fishes in the aluminum foil.

EMO PRINCE!

Shuai shuai prince!

FLOWER CRAB! never eat dao =/

KOR KOR DE SI DANG!

Kor's 21th birthday celebrated 2 days advanced due to his friend need to book in to camp. tons of food. nice time at there. skated alone at the whole east coast. cool myself down from stress and emo =/ pretty ebjoyable. wanna skate every week end =/

2008-10-18T10:53:00.004+08:00

TAUPOK!!!

At vivo city 2nd floor roof!!!

Went to sentosa yesterday with cheehong teck kwang weijing and jason. had lots of fun playing volleyball.we won a match playing with a group of other guys. very enjoyable. after jason left for dunno what thing i saw trevis then he say come over and find us, chat chat abit then he went off to find his friends at palawan beach. then after that me and teck vs cheehong and weijing. lols my spine is totally pain dao. we lost lo. awaiting for the next PK. cheehong uh dun be so xiao zhang XD finish le we went to wash up then go vivo eat long john. saw jon and elaine then also chat chat abit. finally got seat le then buy and eat lo. super hungry. only ate breadfast in the morning. then go take a pic of the 4 of us. went to take MRT. a baby on the train seem to love cheehong lols keep looking at him. the 3 of us was like LOLs. then change train le cheehong and weijing still very high players lols. me and teck keep laughing lols. yea then reach boonlay le bus home.bathe and sleep lols. tiring XD. yea thats all.

2008-10-14T22:32:00.004+08:00

English Paper
Section 1 => /30
Section 2 => 13/30
Total: 13/60
Chinese Paper
Paper 1 => 30/70
Paper 2 => 37/70
Paper 3 => /40
Total: /180
Math Paper
Paper 1 => 50/80
Paper 2 => 57/100
Total: 107/180
Physic(Sci)
Section A => 13/20
Section B => 36/45
Section C => 15.5/20
Total: 64.5/85
Chemistry(Sci)
Section A => 13/20
Section B => 36/45
Section C => 15.5/20
Total: 64.5/85
C.Humanity
Geography => 18/50
S.Studies => 21/50
Total: 39/100
Design & Technology
Total: 37/70

This my result. Pray hard that i'll be around XD

2301ms Range Zakum Run

2008-06-21T19:49:00.004+08:00

First Offical Range Zakum Timed Run

Time taken

HEROS

'BBQSaucex
'WoShiAhBboii
'SnipeX
'IceLattez
'SoulxEater

HEROINES
'blossom

2301ms Zakum

2008-06-20T18:33:00.000+08:00

First Offical Zakum Timed Run

Time taken

HEROES
`WoShiAhBboii
`Faint
`Pure
`iAmCake
`TMSTHEGREAT
`White
`iamCrazyXD
`BBQSaucex
`ELEPHANTx3
`shinzakazo

HEROINES
`yengyeng
`OwaysLuvU
`darLing
`angel8

2008-06-19T16:06:00.018+08:00

2301ms's Event: HUNKs & BABEs

Auditon:
-2230hr 18.06.08
-Judge(GMs, Pure, Light)

Requirements:
-Able to express themselves eloquently (20%)
-Apperance (25% tidyness, 25 creativity)

Awards:
-2301ms HOTbabe (100K Nx Cash)
-2301ms COOLhunk (100K Nx Cash)
-2301ms Most Compatible Couple (100K Nx Cash)
-2301ms Most Entertaining Mapler (100K Nx Cash)

Questions Asked:
(1) What is the first thing you wanna do when you won?
(2) What is the defination of love to you?
(3) Do you prefer a poorBUTgdlooking or richBUTugly,why?
(4) How many times has 2301ms patched?
(5) What will you do if you run away from home?
(6) what will you do if partner fall in love with best friend?
(7) Whats is the worst thign u ever did?
(8) how come both of you will think of beng a couple?
(9) what happen to your hair?
(10) What is your partner break off with you for no reason?
(11) What will u do if one day u wake up bald, all ur hair gone?
(12) Willl you go out bald or u will rather wear a wig?
(13) what would do before u die?

Female
Ign: buttercup (f)
Qn1. -i will spam the cash to reward myseld cause i won.
Qn3. -i will choose. rich but ugly, handsome too many ppl snatch, no security and plus he got money. can reward myself again.
Last line - a partner is a partner for life. of cuz nedd sercurity. if not half way fly away.

Ign yengyeng
Qn5. -go stay with my bf.

Qn6. - i will congratulate them, they can die together, duh gonna kill them.

Last line - Gm look so damn cute

Ign dot12

Qn7. - kill my hamster T.T, i drown him... i mist say its an accident, i was bathing my hamster n i accidentally drown it. n there goes my beloved hamster. Funeral:i threw it in the rubbish bin. cos no place bury.

Male
Ign XianNanHai (m)

Qn4. - 2

Qn2. -love is something that is about one guy and a gal for have feeling,love is something that u will do anything for the girl u likr.(: even die for her(:

Ign AnyHowHeal

Qn11. - its will be sad, BUT, nvm. i straight chiong down to BEIJING101.

Qn12. - of course not. hair is my everything, hmm, i will consider wearing a wig maybe.

Ign iicy

Qn13. - if have children. den pray for them.if got wife, den bless her, if im a loner, die quietly.

Last line - can dont jail me later.

Ign White
Qn2. - love is something u can share wif others, and make someone feel better by giving ur love to them, u can make them movre like a family member to u.
Qn10. - i would let her go if shes happy but still sad.
Qn6. - that will never happen, cause i have faith in my gf.
Last line - i'll be back :D for the prizr i'm a swimming hunk.

Couple
Ign darling, shinzakazo
Qn2. -for me love is when.... i see my darling anytime any where ... i be happy sharing with her everything will be a joy to be is the moments we share together! i love to give her surprise too! gave darling 16 present for her 16 birthday, 13 roses with a not " i will love you till the last rose fade away" and one fake flower in the middle. fake flower will nv fade= love foreva.
Last line - (will u marry me)

Ign Faint, WoShiAhBboii
Qn5. -i will bring him to river and.. and bathe together :x is u keep move around when i soaping you okay ):
Qn8. -wthere was a time.. when ppl say black ppl cannot make it, but we believe~~x2 there was a time when i was walking lonly among the streets, i saw someone look exactly like me and we started chatting, we found out we have simlar hobbies which is playing of maple and chewing of bubble gum, we chew it secrety! cause ppl though we are from africa and our relation become better and better, we even exchange chewing gums(: wo go africa and get married one. our love are strong. nothings gonna seperate us. even if jolin come i will kick her butt. jay come, i will kick his . it just pure joking.
Last line - i really love my dear >(: muackmuacks xD
~Infomation: they are gentlemen

Ign CRYSTALsim, xPANGSAI
Qn1. -be happy for each other, love each other more!. we love each other K:p too mch.
Qn8. -Cause our personalities very alike. We always do thing tgt. X) laught tgt and bath tgt, HEHEHEHE.
Qn9. -all couple got hair, we special, no hair <3 dont have. No hair :D we like it. cos we shaved it off. no danfdrum nth, LOLOLOL. to show our love for each other. X) i love her till the sky drop down. i've love her even if the world falls.
~Infomation: they are ladies

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twenty-three.

2008-06-12T17:10:00.000+08:00

hello!

a brand new blogskin, fresh new start (:

this is the first time is marcustehcheesiang history that i've completed my math holiday assignment on the first day of the second week! what a great accomplishment!

BUT!

ever since, not a single homework had been touched! =P

been rotting whole morning til early afternoon. had lunch and started helping mother in the badge-making.

BooHooHoo! sorry ppl for not blogging for such a long long long long long long long time.
yet still got ppl come and spam and entertain my cbox to make my blog not rot!
thanks ppl. and my friends for visiting a dead blog even knowing that i wun blog. XD

TADA! i've been making way much of history that doesn't seem to be coming out of myself.
should i be happy?

23 is loved :D

don't be jealous =p
and don't ask me why.